CHAPTER 4 - KIERA

I woke up, rubbed my eyes and reached under my pillow for my phone. I looked at the time, it was 9.30am, A couple people had pinged me and i had 5 missed calls, 1 from Jade last night and the rest from Troubles this morning, i called him back.
'Helloo'
'Yo babes, did you just wake up?'
'Yeah - where are you?'
'Im on my way to Uni - what you doing later?'
'Nothing, probably just be here'
'With Jermaine right?'
'Maybe'
I heard him kiss his teeth, 'I think you spend too much time with him yano, im not really feelin it - I swear he likes you'
'We're jus bredrins babe - nothings guna happen, dont watch that - he's cool'
I glanced over at Jermaine who was still sleeping, mouth open an snoring lightly, I slyly laughed in my head, i never knew he slept with his mouth open.
'Mmmm, well it better not - cah i'll body him and fuck you up!' he said it in some angryish tone,
'Alrite babes, no need for threats' i slightly laughed
'Just letting you know - but anyways, i'm taking you shopping yeah, bout 2ish - meet me in Croydon yeah'
'ite babes' I smiled to myself
'I'll holla you bout 1.30, make sure your ready'
'Yesh!'
'Later'
'Byyee' I locked the phone and took a quick picture of Jermaine, laughed to myself then got out of bed. I picked my frenchies up off the floor and put 'em on, then put on Jermaine's t-shirt and wandered off into Jades room but she weren't there, Darius was though.. sleeping away, i took a picture of him too then went into the bathroom, brushed my teeth, washed my face and started running my bath. I went back into my room, opened my wardrobe and thought of what to wear... I took out some dark blue jeggins, a white tight fitted t-shirt and a cream sleeveless cardigan, i laid them out nicely on the bed then took out a matchin white bra and panties. I opened up my bottom draw and pulled out a pair of boxers, some black socks and a red nike polo that Jermaine had brought here a couple days ago, I picked up his quater lengths off the floor and laid them all out on the bed aswell then headed back to the bathroom.
My bath was lookin and smellin nice, i'd put some lavender scented bubble bath in it so it had bare bubbles and was nice and hot, i backed my clothes and got in. I was only in there 5 minutes, relaxing and enjoying my big bath when the bathroom door opened, it kinda startled me and i jumped, Jermaine walked in and shut the door behind him, he had a towel wrapped round his waist.
'Erm, what are you doing' i kinda screwed him
'I wana brush my teeth'
'Oh okay, look in that cupboard - theres a packet of 'em, take one'
He took one out, put the rest on the side and brushed his teeth and washed his face, i watched him while i washed myself down. When he finished he turned and smiled at me then dropped his towel.
'Noooooo, what are you doing?'
'I'm gettin in the bath' he laughed
'Not while im in it'
'Watch me'
I sighed to myself and just let him get in because tryna stop him would only end up with water all over the floor and probably one of us getting hurt. He sat down behind me, and the water rose to just above my breasts, we both just about fit in the tub.
'Mmmmm, This bath is nice and hot' he wrapped his arms round me, then start smacking the water with one of his hands so the water was splashing me in the face.
'Arrgghhh, can you stop! your guna wet up my hair'
He just laughed 'Oh yeh - i like how you set out mans clothes and that, good little housewife aint you' he patted me on the head like i was some dog,
'Soooo you put your wet hand in my head!?' i kissed my teeth 'but i did it cah i know you and your dutty self would have put back on the same stank clothes.. like the tramp you are'
'Just like your man innit' he splashed more water in my face 'Ayyy, when you was little did you ever make waves in the bath?'
I started laughing as i had a little flashback of myself as a kid, 'Yeh i did'
He started shifting back and fourth so the bath would 'make waves' but it didnt quite work the same and the water started spilling all out the bath and onto the floor.
'Stop it now, your wettin up the floor'
He ignored me and started making sex noises ; 'Ahhh kiera.. ahhh - ahhh - im guna buss a nutt - ahhhhhh', I elbowed him in the ribs and he soon stopped.
'Your real immature sometimes' i got out the bath and grabbed my towel.
'What you doin today?'
'Goin to meet Troubles in Croydon' i wrapped the towel round me, he kissed his teeth,
'What you doing? Staying here?'
'Nah, goin to link one chick - fuck the shit out of her' he laid back in the bath
I rolled my eyes, 'Okay - have fun'
He started laughing 'Awww, getting upset?'
'Nah, not even. I said have fun'
'Trust me, i will - Ima put her in doggy and fuck her till she crys - pull her hair and shit' he smirked at me, i kissed my teeth and left the room.
'I'm joking with you' he called out as i shut the bathroom door.

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I reached croydon about 2.20pm, i took out my phone and called Troubles,
'Yo babes, taking your time... where are you?'
'I'm in croydon now, im walkin through Centrale - where are you?'
'Okay good, im in Centrale too - in MacD's - you'll see me'
'Alrite babes'
'Ite, ina bit' i locked the phone, and walked to McDondalds.
'Oii sexy' he grabbed my arm, i turned around. Some decent looking man was grinnin pure teeth at me, i pulled away from him and screwed up my face.
'I beg you don't touch me!'
'Sorry, i just needed to get your attention'
I just stared at him...
'Your sexy u know babes' he looked me up and down and I continued to stare at him with my screwed up face,
'Can i get your number?' he pulled out his phone,
'Urgh - how old are you?'
'29'
'Well, i'm only fourteen! and if you dont go away from me i'm guna call my mum!' I pointed over at some random women that was walking ahead of me.
'Serious! - you look atleast 18' he looked shocked,
'Soooo you thought i was 18?.. and you STILL try chirps me? - Some any perv - can't you get women your own age!' i kissed my teeth and carried on walking.
I got to McDonalds and spotted Troubles straight away, I kissed him on his cheek.
'Finally'
'I'm only 20 minutes late' i sat down opposite him,
'Do you want anything to eat first?'
'Nah, I just ate - Darius stayed last night so me and him made some big breakfast' I didnt bother mention Jermaine was there too.
We got up and headed towards TK Maxx, i secretly hated shopping in there cah i hated looking through things individually but they had some good clothes.
'Pick anything you like yeah'
'Are you sure?' i looked at him
'Yeaah, I said im taking you shopping - anywhere you want, anything you like - no limit'
'Erm.. and your paying for this how?' i raised my eyebrow
'Babes, Im ballin' - you shuld know this by now - plus my dad just dropped me 2 grand to buy myself some shit, so i wha treat my girl innit' he smiled at me, then kissed my forehead, i felt slightly guilty for him willing to spend bare money on me, but i weren't gonna say no!

Trubz ended up buying a couple nice shirts and some G-star jeans and i got two pairs of apple bottom jeans and a t-shirt. I got bored of looking so we left and went into primark, i got bare t-shirts n tank tops, a few underwear sets n girl boxers then let him choose some frenchies for me. We headed to 4feet shoe shop and we both bought the same grey and white vans, then we went into footlocker and he bought some black, red and grey air max 90s.
'Where do you wanna go now?' he looked at me,
'Erm.. H&M, then NewLook and Fusion - and i'll let you pick anything out for me in Ann summers' i winked at him.
'Mmmm, i like that idea still - i need to go cash point doe'
We went cash point and drew out some money and he gave it to me,
'Here's 3 bills, go where ever your going and call me when your done, i need to go get suttin quick - plus you chicks shop for time, i'll get bored followin you about'
I took the £300 and kissed him,
'Gimmie your bags and i'll go put 'em in the car'
'Ite, its sumwhere on level 3 - near the doors though'
'Ite- and dont go Ann summers without me'
'Alrite' i laughed, passed him my bags n car keys then headed off.

When i was done shopping i'd spent like £200, I called him, and he met me outside Ann Summers, i quickly ran in HMV and copped Florence & the Machine's Album before he got there.
'I want you in that maid's outfit' he squeezed my bum,
'I regret sayin anything already' I laughed 'Your abit kinky babes'
'Annd that nurse's outfit' he pointed over at it smiling, i laughed at the thought of me in it.
We ended up buying 'em both, and he picked out some kinky lingere sets aswell. I paid for it and we headed back to the car. He hopped in the drivers seat and i got in the passenger cause i couldnt be botherd to drive.
'Before we go, i got something for you babes' he turned and smiled at me, i felt the excitement building up and started grinning. He pulled out some red box with ribbon round it from his pocket and gave it to me.
'Awww, what is it?'
'Open it then you'll know innit - stupid' he laughed,
'Ohh shut up' i opened the box, and took out what was in it. It was a long, thick gold chain with a big locket on it. The locket had a nice pattern carved into the front of it, with a little ruby stone in the centre, my birthstone.
'Awwwwwwww babes' i leant over and gave him a big hug and gave him a nice long kiss on his soft lips.
He pulled away 'Look at the back'
I turned over the locket and it had 'Forever' carved in the back, I looked at him and started grinning all 32 of my teeth, i was that happz,
'That means forever yano, me and you! - thats 18ct gold, thats how special you are to man' he smiled, I didn't know what to say back, so i didn't say anything, i just continued smiling.

As we drove back to my house i continued to sit in silence, You got the love by Florence and the machine was playing and i started thinking.. the whole journey home i couldnt help but feel guilty for how i was cheating on him, like it wasnt even once or twice it was like almost everday, i started feeling bad, then angry at myself cah if he was doing it to me and i found out, i would buss a rage. I thought about the whole situation, then i decided to end all the madness with Jermaine, I sent him a text;

'If ur stil at my yard me n tee ar on our way bck. dere cnt be an us no more, sorry. Hpe we ar stil cool doe. Kay xx'