STORY WILL CONTINUE JAN 2nd 011

SORRY FOR THE DELAYS PEOPLE... BUT I GOT ONE DIFFERENT KINDA WORK SCHEDULE AT THE MOMENT.. (I WORK INA TOY SHOP.. DAT SHUTS AT 11PM OVA XMAS.. FOR AH REASON I DONT UNDERSTAND)... SOOOOO I DONT EVEN GET TIME TO WRITE THIS..

BUT I WILL CONTINUE POSTING UP THE STORY FROM 2ND JANUARY 2011..

CHAPTER 13 - JODIE

"Di Genius.. A Stacious.. Sexiness, ladies.. I wanna make love.. mmm, I want you.."

I rolled over and mumbled to myself, I reached under my pillow and searched for my phone. I quickly looked at the time then answered it before it woke up Khalil.
'Oi!'
'What the fuck Lawrence, do you know what time it is?' I mumbled down the phone,
'Do i look like i give a fuck, I'm coming to pick you up nooow!' he seemed wide awake.

'Whaat!? - Its rassclart 5am'

'I don't care, get dressed.. Ima be there in a hour - And if you don't come out, I'll just kick off your front door and drag you out',
I could tell he was hyper,

'Llow it please, I got a baby to look after - what's wrong with you?'

'Bring him then, I need your help... please babes'

He sounded genuine
I sighed, 'Alright, an hour'

He locked the phone.

I laid there for a while, looking at my beautiful baby while he slept in the bed next to me. He looked so much like a cross between his dad Aaron and Jermaine. I started thinking about Aaron, I missed him soo much but I had booked a visiting order to go see him next week so that was making me feel better; He still didn't know about Khalil and I still weren't too confident about telling him either.

I got up and had a quick shower, put on my pink Adidas tracksuit with orange stripes, an orange t-shirt and all white Adidas Superstars. My hair looked like a giant bush and after 10minutes I'd finally managed to slick it up into a bun. I packed Khalil's bag and slipped him into his navy snowsuit, put on his little blue cap that his uncle Darius bought him and his blue Adidas trainers, luckily without waking him up. I checked the time it was 5.45am, as i went to put my phone back in my pocket it started to ring,
'Hello'
'Are you ready?'
'Yeah, i just need to make Kay his bottle'
'Your actually gonna bring him? - Nah man, leave him with your mum'
'I can't'
He kissed his teeth, 'How you gonna bring your yute along, your not serious, leave him at home, what kinda mum are you?'
'I'm a good mum you prick!', I shouted and locked the phone then threw it on the bed and lied back down next to Khalil. What Lawrence said slyly got to me a bit, I closed my eyes and imagined, me, Aaron and Khalil all together living and nice carefree life.

I must have dozed off because i woke up to a loud smashing noise, it made my heart skip a beat as i quickly sat up in the bed and tried looking around to see what it was. Khalil woke up instantly and started screaming his head off. As I scanned the room quickly, a big fat hole in my window caught my eye.

'What the fuck!?' i said to myself and got up and switched on the light.

I cautiously approached the window, making sure i didn't step on no broken glass. I peeped out and wasn't really that surprised about what i saw. Lawrence was standing outside the window looking straight back up at me. I opened it and leaned out.

'What the fucck man! My sons in here you dickhead, are you fucking stupid? - You scared the fucking shit outta me, and woke him up you prick!' I literally shouted out the window, I wouldn't be surprised if i woke up my whole road.

'Shut the fuck up and stop shouting! I didn't even mean to break it, was an accident' he hissed back at me, then smiled 'come man, I'm waiting for you'

'I don't care, my mums gonna buss a flip about this window'

'Ahhh, don't watch that right now. Man'll fix it'

I kissed my teeth 'I'll be down in 10 minutes'

I shut the window and picked up Khalil to stop him from crying. I hated it when he cried because he would never stop, its like i didn't have that mothers touch to stop him crying, 5 months and we hadn't really bonded. I tried giving him his dummy but he just wasn't having none of it, I cuddled him but he still wouldn't stop. I could feel myself getting frustrated, so i decided to take him to someone who could shut him up.

I knocked on Jermaine's bedroom door, no answer, so i just walked in. He was in bed fast asleep cuddled up with Leanne, I laughed in my head at what i was seeing. Khalil's crying woke up the whole room, even their daughter who was asleep in Khalil's travel cot, she started crying too. I turned on the light, i thought i might as well since everyone was awake now.

Leanne and Jermaine looked at me, Jermaine had the dirtiest screw face.

'What the fuck are you doing?' he mumbled as Leanne got out the bed wearing one of his t-shirts and went to pick up Reanne, her daughter.

'He won't stop crying' I looked at him hopelessly,

He just got out the bed and took him out my arms, pushed me back out the room and shut the door without saying anything to me.
I went back to my room, grabbed my bag and phone, sneaked out the house and got in Lawrence's car and we drove off.

The whole journey i said nothing, I just kept wondering what was so important that he had to come at this early time of the morning. I was slyly feeling abit badmind for just leaving Khalil with Jermaine like that, but he loves his uncle and i know his uncle loves him and i felt he'd be better off with him anyway.

I weren't really paying attention to where we was driving to until he parked up outside a house that looked more than familiar. I looked at him,

'What are we doing round here?'

'Me & my brother raided one yard round here, kidnapped the yute and fucked him up' he laughed 'so we just patrolling the yard now, see who comes round - he's a shotter innit'

I just stared blankly at him, 'I didn't know you had a brother'

'Half brother enit, we got the same dad'

'Oh oh, so erm.. this is what was soo important' I kinda screwed him,

'Yeah man, i wanted your company innit' he smiled at me then got out the car, so i got out too.

I was feeling paranoid that i was about to get caught slipping, my cousin lived round here and I didn't want him to see me. Lawrence grabbed hold of my hand, i looked at him funny

'In case you try run off or some shit', he said as he dragged me towards the house we was going to.

As we got closer to the house we was going into, my heart started beating un-healthily fast, i stopped in my tracks and just stood there, staring at the house.

'Come man!' Lawrence pulled my arm, but i weren't budging. I could feel the tears building up.

'Are you being serious?' I looked him straight in the face and the tears started falling uncontrollably, and i started shaking.

He was looking at me confused, like i was crazy, 'what?'

I shook my head at him, 'What did you do to my cousin!?'

He looked at me shocked but gripped tighter onto my hand, 'Your cousin?, who's your cousin?'

'Darius', my upset soon turned to anger as what he said to me in the car replayed in my head, 'you kidnapped my fucking cousin!?' I screamed at him,

He pulled me towards him with so much force he almost pulled my arm out its socket, I stumbled towards him, then tried to pull myself away but he grabbed hold of my top with his other hand and pulled me into him and held me in the restraining position. I started screaming my head off, he tried squeezing me to shut me up but i weren't stopping.

'Get off mee!!' I kept screaming and shouting as he lifted me off the floor so my feet were swinging and carried me to the front door.

He started banging on the front door 'Oii!! Open the door quick!'

The door flew open and he carried me in and threw me on the floor, I quickly scrambled to get up then darted for the door but whoever had opened it, shut it just as quickly so i ended up running straight into them as they turned around to face us.

I looked up at the person and I couldn't believe it. I stood there and just stared at him as he stared back at me in complete shock.

I couldn't control myself, I started pushing him and screaming at him.

'You fuckin prick, you kidnapped my cousin! You fucking set me up, i thought you was cool.. you lied!' I started crying again,

Lawrence dragged me back by my hair 'Shut up!'

I stood there uncontrollably crying while Lawrence still had hold of my hair,

'Is she still in there?' Lawrence said to Dwayne,

He nodded then looked back at me 'Dee's your cousin? - I didn't even know'

'Neither did I, but who cares' Lawrence said and dragged me into the front room,

I screwed up my face as I clocked that bitch sitting on the sofa, she looked fucked.

She had another black eye, her lip was buss, her hair was messed up, she just looked battered and tired, she was wearing Jermaine's Armarni Jacket, I knew it was his because after she left last night, he was going mad about the fact she'd taken it.

I went off on a mad one again as Lawrence held onto me and Dwayne walked into the room,

'You fucking bitch! try play my brother, attack my bredrin and set up my cousin!' I screamed at her. 'I should fuck you up right now, you fucking bunge!'

A panicked look spread across her face, she stood up,

'I swear i didn't, I came here too see him but these two were already here' she started crying, 'I wouldn't do that to him'

Lawrence pulled me back and pushed me down on the sofa 'Shut the fuck up man, making up bare noise in here'

'Jay's your twin innit!' Dwayne randomly said,

'Yeah.. memba i told you about him. Well this is the bitch!' I kissed my teeth and cut my eye at her, she looked like she was about to shit herself.

'You know her?' she looked at him with this scared look on her face,

'Yeah! i do actually' he laughed 'And she told me this nice story about how her brother was fucking this chick who had a man' he paused for a minute, pulled out a strap and pointed it straight at her, 'So you WAS cheating on me with him then, wasnt you!?'

I gasped in shock 'Was you her man!?'

'It wasn't even like that, I'm sorry' she started shaking and stepping backwards away from him as he approached her,

'Hold on, hold on... thaat was your wifey!?' Lawrence butted in then started laughing uncontrollably 'Kiera was your wifey! - well ain't that some shit.. - you try tell me you just fucked her that time when i saw you at her yard'

'Ahh, don't watch that man', he said

'What!?' she looked at Dwayne funny 'So you knew him from then?'

'He's my brother..'

Lawrence started laughing, 'Small world ain't it!'

CHAPTER 12 - KIERA

As i walked slowly through the passage way towards the front room I had this strange feeling, like maybe i should have gone home instead. I turned back around to leave but bumped straight into Troubles, he was walking that close behind me,
'What you doin?', he looked down at me as i looked up at him,
'Erm, I'm gunna go home instead'
'Nah, nah.. too late now, your already in'
I screwed up my face and kissed my teeth 'Whatever, I'm gone', I tried to move him but of course he didn't budge.
'Nah, your staying here' he smiled at me, 'you might come in use'.
'What's that supposed to mean?', I felt a bit confused.
'Just shhh and walk' he spun me back around and pushed me to walk forward.
I started feeling UN-easy but frustrated at the same time so I took out my phone to text Jade and let her know I was at Darius' and will be home soonish so she wouldn't lock me out, but before i could even start texting, Troubles leaned over me and grabbed the phone out my hand.
'What the fuck are you doing!?' I turned around to face him,
'Who you tryna call?' he had this angry look on his face,
'No one' I kissed my teeth 'What's wrong with you?'
'You',
He punched me in the mouth and I dropped straight on my bum. I didn't bother say anything and just sat there. I could feel that my lip was buss again, but i didn't have the energy to react I was already fucked from fighting with Leanne earlier.
'Ohh shit, sorry babes' he said it so sarcastically and dragged me back up off the floor and took me into the kitchen.
As i walked into the kitchen and looked around, I knew something weren't righted, the kitchen was fucked like some had been looking for something. The cupboards and draws where all pulled out and things where dashed everywhere with broken plates and glass on the floor. I wondered if Darius had done it or someone else, but I felt too scared to ask what had happened so I just stepped over everything and stood in the corner. I watched troubles as he searched through everything on the side top.
He picked up a dish cloth then soaked it under the tap and threw it at me but I wasn't concentrating properly and didn't notice, so it landed on my chest soaking the front of Jay's jacket then dropping on the floor.
'Wipe your face enit', he looked down at the dish cloth then back at me,
I picked it up off the floor, loads of little bits of glass and dirt was stuck to it now so I tried shaking most of it off then squeezed out all the water onto the floor and held it to my mouth for a minute to stop the bleeding.
There was an awkward silence as we both just stood there, I was trying my hardest not to make any eye contact with him, but i could feel him staring at me.
I was praying in my head that Darius' would be back soon.
'Where's your boyfriend Jay?'
I just stared at him like i didn't understand what he was saying and he just stared back at me for a couple minutes then started moving towards me.
I was actually shitting myself but tried not to show it.
'I Don't know', i said quickly before he got any closer
'I swear you was just with him?', he stopped and stood directly in front of me
'No' I lied,
'Mmm, so who fucked you up?'
'I got in a fight with some girl'
'Oh okay' he paused for a minute 'Where does Darius keep all his money?'
'What money?', I was slyly confused
He looked at me like I was stupid, 'His shotting money obviously',
'How am i supposed to know? - Where is he, why do you wanna know?'
'Don't watch that - '
He grabbed me and pulled me towards him, my heart started beating 10x faster.. something about him today was scaring me.
The door knocked and i felt that slight bit of relief.
He looked at me, signalled for me to be quite then grabbed me by my arm and dragged me along with him to go answer the door; He paused for a minute at the door.. looked at me again then slightly lifted up his t-shirt with his free hand and pulled out a strap.
I almost shit myself right then and there, Inside i felt like i was having a panic attack my heart was beating so fast, I felt confused of what was going on but hoped the fear i was feeling wasn't showing on my face.
Troubles let go of my arm and pushed me out the way so he could open the door, he opened it a crack and peeped out,
'Oh, its you.. I was getting ready to body someone', he opened the door and let the person in then shut the door behind them.
The person looked at me and instantly started laughing, I knew he was laughing because he didn't expect to see me, just like i thought (hoped) i never see him again, at least for a another few years.
'Ohh shit, girl like Kiera' he laughed and spudded Troubles 'Did you punch her up?'
'Nah.. she was scuffin some chick apparently'
'Oh oh, so what is she doing here?', he gave Troubles a weird look
'Came to see Dee' he started laughing 'but obviously he ain't here',
'Well she'll be waiting a longtime' they both started laughing, i could tell they were up to something but couldn't think what.
As i stood there staring at both Troubles and Lawrence, I was wondering how the fuck they knew each other and where Darius was, I needed to call Jermaine.

CHAPTER 11 - KIERA

‘Ayyy Leanne.. come here, jay wants to see his yute’ I heard, who I’m guessing was Jodie, shout out.
I sneakily opened the door a bit to try peak at this chick but I couldn't really see her because of where she was standing, I could see Jermaine’s feet, he was standing opposite the door and I could see Jodie clearly. After like a minute, she walked off.
‘Jay you look speechless, did you miss me?’ the girl said in some horny sounding voice,
‘Not you personally, but I do miss the sex and the way you suck my dick’
I laughed in my head at Jermaine’s lack of respect for certain girls,
‘You ain't changed much - but I can have a session arranged, show you what you missed’, she started moving towards him and as she did I clocked her face.
My bottom lip was almost touching the floor and I could feel the heat starting to come off me, I was ready to kill the bitch.

We go waay back to when I was 16 and she was 15, them days when I used to jam on road with Darius and the rest of the mandem. Me and her used to be kinda tight until she set me up to impress some dickhead boy that didn't like me and I got punched up my some brehs from Shepard's Bush. They proper fucked me up, I was in hospital for a week cah they broke three of my ribs and my arm. I stopped moving with them and started doing my own thing, then she started running her mouth and talking bare shit about me, which got me into bare madness with bare different people until I was about 17 and I never got the chance to fuck her up for it cah she moved out of the estate we lived in.

'Yeeaahh, dat how your goin on?.. I’ll get Rocky out right now and we-' before he could even finish whatever bullshit he was saying, I stormed out the bathroom and swang for him, punching him nicely in the mouth then quickly swang round and smacked the Leanne across the face with the back of my hand, seeing her smug face flirting with Jermaine sent me into Rage Mode.
Before i could do anything else to the bitch, Jay grabbed me by my shoulders and slammed up against the wall.
‘Dead your hype!’ he shouted and slammed me up against the wall again in an attempt to calm me down, which just made it worse cah I actually felt hurt that he seemed more angry with me, if only he knew how much I hated this girl and the fact she had his baby was making me feel slyly jealous on top of everything else.
‘Fuck you!’ I kneed him in the balls harder than I think I've ever hit a boy in his manhood.
‘Arrgghhh, bitchh’ he screamed out in pain then slapped me in the face before he dropped onto his knees holding tightly onto balls and screamin out every swear word he could think of to call me. I just pushed him out the way and went for the bitch. She seemed shocked until she noticed who I was, then she seemed abit shook.
I just banged her with one hand and grabbed onto her hair with the other dragging her head down so she was bent over, she couldn’t really do much after I had a good grip on her hair. She started screaming for me to let go and grabbed hold of my wrists and started digging her nails into my hands to make me let go,
So I kneed her couple times in the face then grabbed more of her hair with my other hand, so i was making her completely bend over.
‘fucking bitch, you think I forgot how you snaked me?’ I screamed at her then started slamming her head against the wall.
She managed to push me backwards, but I was not letting go of her hair so as I tripped over Jay, who was on the floor about to get up and landed on my back, I ended up pulling her down on top of me.
We both screamed as we hit the floor. I let go of her hair and tried pushing her off me, but she managed to punch me twice in the face then grabbed my head and banged it on the floor. Its weird how I wasn’t actually feeling that much pain.
Jay pulled her off me and held onto her to stop her from coming back,
‘Fuck you Kiera, your still just a dumb bitch!’ she shouted as Jay pushed her away from me,
‘Jodie I beg you take your bredrin somewhere’
I didnt even realise when she had come back upstairs, but im not surprised cah we was making bare noise. Leanne turned around and went to walk off with Jodie, so
I quickly got up off the floor and pushed past Jay who was about to grab me and dragged her back by her hair.
Jay grabbed me round my waist and started pulling me back, but the more he pulled me the more I pulled on her hair and the more she screamed. I was getting real pleasure out of ripping this bitches hair out.
I could faintly hear Jermaine telling me to let go, so after a while I let go. He lifted me up by my waist and carried me to his bedroom with me tryna fight him off me, which wasn't working very well, he threw me on the bed and left the room slamming the door behind him.
I laid back on the bed for a minute while I got my breath back and calmed down a bit, then got up to look for my bag because i'd left it in here earlier, I looked in it for a hair band then tied my hair back up into a bun. I looked in the mirror to make sure it was neat-ish, it looked alright but my lip was buss and my nose was slightly bleeding and I had another black eye forming over the one Troubles had already given me a few days ago.
I could hear Jermaine arguing with Jodie and Leanne in the corridor about their yute and me, it made me wanna go back out there and wreck her face.

After what seemed like ages, Jermaine finally came back into the room with a wet flannel and a bag of peas and sat down next to me on the bed.
‘So you know my ex?’ he passed me the bag of peas then started wiping my face with the flannel,
‘Your baby mum’ I corrected him
‘Put ‘em on your eye or its gonna look peak in the morning’ he blatantly ignored my correction ‘I hope that weren’t me’ he said looking at my fucked eye.
‘It probably was’ I said hoping it would make him feel bad,
‘Well I’m sorry, but you kneed me in my baby maker, I thought my balls were gunna come out my mouth – so how do you know my ex?’
‘she set me up and I got fucked up by sum yutes from bush’
‘When?’
‘Back when I was 16, when I used to jam with Dee’
‘So that’s why you was scuffing her?’
‘Yeah, I didn’t get the chance to fuck her up back then’
The room went awkwardly silent for about 5 minutes. We both just sat there staring into space. I couldn’t stop thinking about the fact that SHE had had his baby, which meant she would ALWAYS be around. I could feel the tears building up..
‘Ayyy, we didn’t even go Pizza’ Jermaine looked at me
‘I need to go home’ I jumped up but he grabbed my arm straight away,
‘What’s wrong?’
‘Why didn’t you tell me? – you don’t tell me anything’
‘Cah its not important’
‘That’s YOUR yute, how is that not important – you talk bad about Jodie but at least she tries!’
‘Babes, she’s not mine – she told me from early that she weren’t, she just talking shit now cah no one wants her, She’s just a bunge’
‘But you don’t actually know that’
‘Is that what your sayin – you don’t believe man, nah?’
I just stared at him for a minute because I didn’t believe him, but I didn’t want to say I didn’t either, but I’m guessing he could tell I didn’t from the look on my face,
‘Say nufink’ he got up and left the room, slamming the door behind him.
I grabbed all my stuff and picked up Jermaine’s black Armani coat and put it on because I wasn’t wearing a top under my hoodie and it was probably cold outside by now, and for the fact that I liked the coat and he never let me wear it.
I took another look in the mirror, I didn’t look as bad as I did before; I quickly put on some lip gloss and sneaked into the bathroom to get my phone because I’d left it in there, then left the house without saying bye to him.

I got home but no one was in. I had no idea where Jade was because she hadn’t even phoned me all day which was kinda strange.
I didn’t really want to chill at home on my own so I decided to go over to Darius’. I was hoping that he was still awake because it was 12am, but then I’d be surprised if he was even home true say it was Friday night.
I knocked the door and waited..
The door opened, and Troubles stood there looking me up and down. He looked quite sexy with his fresh shape up, in his blue, yellow and white checked shirt, dark blue jeans and the white and blue striped socks added a little cuteness to him.
‘Is Dee home?’ I said bare softly, but kinda screwed up my face when I clocked he was wearing the chain he bought me, that meant he’d been in my house.
‘Nah, he’s gone to bus a couple shots - who fucked you up this time?’
‘Okay, can I come in and wait for him?’ I said ignoring his question,
‘Mmm, I dano - not really my house to be letting strangers in yano - plus your house is only over there’ he pointed over to my house,
I pushed past him and went inside to wait for Darius.

CHAPTER 10 - KIERA (Part 2)

'What the fuck is wrong with this girl!?' Jermaine shouted making me and Khalil jump,

'Who?' I looked at him, i could tell he was angry because his face was screwed up,

'Jodie..'

I just stared at him for a minute because i thought he was gonna finish his sentence, but he didn't, he just continued to stare at the papers he was holding in his hand.

'Yeah, so what has she done?'

'She's looking to send Khalil to America to get adopted' he looked at me with a confused hurt face, 'What would make her even think about doing that?'

I was baffled about what to say back to him, 'Maybe you should talk to her first, it might not even be that'

'Nah man!, I know what I see' he kissed his teeth and walked out the room,

I looked down at Khalil, he was grinning his bare gums at me he looked so cute, 'At least you know your uncle cares about you, ay babes', I said to him then sat him up so i could put his tracksuit top on him then picked him up and placed him on my hip. He actually looked like a mini-version of Jermaine but with hazel-green eyes and much cuter.

I went upstairs to look for Jermaine because he wasn't in the kitchen. I found him in his room, he was on the phone,

'No, I don't care - so why did she bother carrying him for nine months' he kissed his teeth, I could tell he was fumin.

I walked in the room and sat down on the bed with Khalil in my lap, I was actually starting to become attached to him.

'No mum no, she's a fuckin waste - I don't care, she needs to look after her yute and stop acting like a dumb road chick'

He was silent for a while then I stopped paying attention to him and put Khalil to stand on my lap facing me. He started bouncing up and down and making noise, I turned on baby mode and started coo-ing at him. I didn't even notice Jay had come off the phone until I heard him laugh and turned to see him looking at me with a big grin on his face,

'What's funny?',

'You'

'Why am i funny'

'Cah your a loser - you do that dumb baby talk'

'So, he's a baby'

'Yeh, so how do expect him to learn English when you talk bare nonsense in his ears?'

'Ohh shut up' I kissed my teeth and carried on playing with Khalil

'Bad girl yeh, put him down and say that again' he had that troublesome look on his face,

'Touch me when I got this baby in my hand and I swear I will fuck your shit up'

'Is that a threat, cah I'd love a fuck from you' he laughed,

His doorbell rang,

'I beg you go answer the door and take him with you'

'I'm sure this is YOUR house'

'If i answer the door and there's someone on the other side I don't wha see, like Jodie, i will not hesitate to bang 'em in the face.... so i think you should go answer the door'.

I rolled my eyes and went to go answer the door.

I opened the door with Khalil sitting on my hip dribbling all over my hoodie.

I stood at the door staring at these two black boys waiting for them to say something, but they just kept staring at me and looking me up and down.

One was decent looking, slightly dark skinned and had a cute smile with these two big dimples and the other was just straight dogged, some light skinned guy I didn't bother looking at him too tough, after looking at his face there wasn't much point looking at anything else.

'Is Jay home?' the dark skinned yute said,

'Yeah, hold on' I closed the door and went to go and get him, but by time i got to the stairs he was halfway down.

'I think your boys are at the door',

'Who?'

'How am i supposed to know'

'You should have asked, tell 'em I'm busy' he took Khalil out my arms and pushed me back towards the front door.

I opened back the door, they were standing in exactly the same place i left them.

'He's kinda busy right now'

the light skinned breh kissed his teeth 'Man ain't been on endz for how long, an now he tryna tell man he's busy?!'

'He's kinda ina bad mood enit' I said tryna make the situation better,

'So who are you?' he said looking at me like say I was acting suspicious

'I'm his-'

'It's his BM obviously' the dark skinned breh said, cutting me off mid-sentence,

'How is that obvious fam!' the other breh said, screwing up his face in the process, I just stood there staring at them because they looked like they was about to start arguing or something,

'Cah she answered the door holding the yute'

'So how is that obvious, dese times Jodie just had a baby'

'Her yute ain't that big doe is it, Jay had his first remember'

'FAM! She was holding a little baby, Jay's yute is all one and that now. And how you just gonna claim the chick as his baby mother, she could all be his cousin and them ting dere'

'Nah man' he turned back towards me 'Are you?'

I took me a while to answer because i felt abit baffled about what I was hearing. Since when did Jay have a baby?

'Nah and I ain't his-'

'Yo don' Jermaine appeared out of nowhere cutting me off mid sentence and hugged me from behind, I was actually fumin at this point for the fact I kept getting cut off and becuase of what i'd just heard, but was still holding a straight face.

'Wha gwarn family, where you been?' the dark skinned breh said,

'I only been gone a few days fam, I been stayin with the wife',

'Naah, you ain't been on the strip for a while'

'I been at Dee's still, fuck chillin on road that's moist - I'm on bigger movements'

'More like your locked down ona family tip - I know secretly you was happs when she come back with your yute - tryna play daddy and that now' he started laughing and so did the other breh,

The urge to turn around and bang Jermaine in the face was becoming irresistible, so i shrugged him off me and went back inside to try calm myself down a bit.

I went upstairs to the bathroom and locked the door.

**Jermaine's View**

'More like your locked down ona family tip - I know secretly you was happs when she come back with your yute - tryna play daddy and that now' Manix said and started laughing, Grimz started laughing as well. I would have been laughing too if i wasn't completely baffled about what this breh just said, Kiera kinda shrugged me off and went back inside but i weren't really paying too much attention to her.

'Whaat?' as i said that my ex's face popped into my head and I had a sly flashback.

A couple years back I was going out with one chick called Leanne, who turned out to be some any hoe. She got pregnant for some any breh then moved off endz, she didn't even tell me herself I heard from one of my dons who'd beat her as well. Then she try claim say the yute's mine, so i had to lock that off asap.

'Don't even try act like it ain't that, cah I just see you looking all loved up with her' Grimz said,

'Arr dead, that's my WIFE not that roadside slag Leanne',

'Weren't she your wifey? - I swear you had a wifey back in the day?'

'Yeh she was, but she ain't as sexy as Kiera tho - Ain't you man never seen her?'

'Nah man, you try keep that one to yourself'

'Main word 'tried' she turned out to be some any hoe, fucking bare man on her estate and my dargs as well' I kissed my teeth as thought about it,

'Peak.. and you breeded that? - Hold on, does your girl know?'

'Nah cah it ain't even my yute fam. She done told me already so I duno why she coming back and talking shit! And no she don't'

They both looked at each other for a minute,

'You better go talk to your girl G, cah this donut here fort she was your BM' Grimz said then banged Manix in the arm,

‘FAM, how was I supposed to know?’

‘you would have known if you let her talk’

‘My bad - she should have just said’

'Nah, maybe you should have just kept your mouth shut'

I was laughing in my head cah since I’d met these two yutes they always argued with each other like some married couple.

‘Yeah, safe for the stress fam' I said sarcastically 'I’m gone though cah im looking after my nephew, and now I gotta go deal with this chick because of this egg’ I said directing my last sentence at Manix

‘Well dial man in’ Grimz said

‘Alrite cool’

‘Sorry G’ Manix said spudding me,

I spudded Grimz and they both bopped off.

As they was walking towards the gate, I clocked Jodie walking towards the yard with one girl pushing a pram. I felt tempted to go over to her and punch her up, but I thought dealing with Kiera is more important right now.

I went back inside before she noticed me and went back into the front room thinking Kiera was in there with Khalil, but she weren’t and luckily he’d just fallen asleep on the floor. I’d propped him up and placed bare cushions around him so that he couldn’t roll off anywhere cah he loves to try roll places sometimes true say he ain’t quite got the crawling on point. I picked him up and put him to lie down on his gym before Jodie comes in and notices how I had him.

I ran upstairs to my room to find her, but she weren’t even in there, I felt baffled for a minute until I heard talking coming from in the bathroom. I tried opening the door but it was locked,

‘Oii, what are you doing?’

She didn’t say nothing, but I could hear bare movement then she flushed the toilet.

‘Kiera!’

‘What!?’

‘I beg you open the door’

‘No!’

‘Why?’

‘I’m taking a shit, go away’

I kinda giggled to myself, but was slyly disgusted at the thought of her bussin a shit, ‘No your not, open the door’

‘No! im not happy’

‘Aww babes why?’

She opened the door just enough for me to kinda see her face, she baitly looked like she had been crying and her face just looked sad,

‘When the fuck was you gunna tell me about your yute AND your baby mum. I had to hear it from some random guys’ she shouted and it kinda shocked me cah I thought she was gonna come on a humble tip.

‘Come out here and I’ll explain to you – yeah?’ I said it in the calmest tone and flashed her smile, I actually just wanted to give her a hug,

‘nooo!’ she slammed the door shut again,

I’m not the sweetboy type, so her un-willingness to co-operate was starting to frustrate me.

‘Listen, its not my yute enit so open the door and come out here before I come in and drag you out’

she was silent for about 2 minutes,

‘Alrite, say nothing’ I stepped back so I had a good distance between me and the door and I was about to kick the door off the its hinges when I hear this dumb girls voice talking bare waffle.

‘Jermaine! Why the fuck is Khalil downstairs on his own?’

I turned to see Jodie storming down the corridoor towards me,

‘He’s sleeping’

‘No he ain’t – what are you doing?’

‘Well you must have woken him up then enit’

‘You can’t be leaving him down there on his own though, he's a baby! - you don't even have the monitor on!’

‘I beg you shut the fuck up! When you actually start looking after him yourself, then you can come tell me suttin' I when back to what i was doing 'Kiera open the fuckin door now and stop acting stupid!’

‘No!’ she shouted out from behind the door,

‘What did you do to her?’ Jodie said,

‘Nothing, go away – go look after your baby’

She kissed her teeth and started to walk away then stopped and looked at me with a big smirk on her face, ‘Ayyy Leanne.. come here, jay said he wants to see his yute’ she called out.

She was up the stairs ina hot flash like say she was waiting at the bottom of the stairs or something. She still looked the same, dark brown eyes, light caramel skin tone, long straight black hair and her breast where much bigger. She had the yute on her hip, a little chocolate brown skinned girl that strangely looked abit like one of my dargs.

At this point I wanted to kick my sister down the stairs, bang leanne in the face and throw her yute out the window, but then I thought about having to fight off three crazy bitches (Including Kiera) and decided to keep it all humble.

Leanne stood there staring at me, I couldnt help but just stare at her breast. As usual she was wearing one tight low cut top with her breast all hanging out. I wasnt even paying attention to the yute, and i think Jodie noticed cah she try make a swift exit taking the little girl with her.

'Jay you look speechless, did you miss me?' Leanne try give me her seductive smile,

‘Not you personally, but I do miss the sex and the way you suck my dick’

she screwed up her face, ‘You aint changed much - but I can have a session arranged, show you what you missed’ she bit on her bottom lip and slightly moved towards me,

Im not gonna lie this bitch was seductive, my male hormones started to kick in as I started imagining her lips all over my dick.

'Yeeaahh, dat how your goin on?.. I'll get Rocky out right now and we-' before i could even finish what i was saying, Kiera came out the bathroom and punched me right in my jaw then turned around and backhanded Leanne across the face. From that moment I knew things were about to get peak.

Notice..

Chapter 10 (part 2) & 11.. will be up on Sunday 15th.. and hopefully Chap 12, if i finish it.

CHAPTER 10 - JERMAINE (Part 1)

I pulled my dick out of Kiera as she finally decided to let go of my waist, the way she had been digging her nails into me and scratching up my back wasn't even nice, and every time I moved her hands she just put them straight back.
I grabbed hold of both her arms and held them down over her head, she try fight back for a hot minute but then just gave up.
'Arr babes, I’m tired now', I loved the way how she looked drained of all energy, it means I gave her the good fuck.
'Yeh, well you need to stop diggin dem nails of yours into me and start gripsin the sheets or suttin',
She slightly giggled 'I'm sorry babes, I don't mean to'
I screwed her playfully 'Hmmm, alrite. You’re lucky your sexy'
I kissed her on her forehead and got out the bed, she wrapped herself up in the duvet. I picked up my boxers off the floor and put them on,
'I'm going to get a drink, do you want one?’ I picked up her panties and dashed them at her, they landed by her head.
'Yeah'
I walked out the room and went downstairs. I could hear my mum’s voice in the front room; I didn’t even know she was home. I walked into the front room; she was on the phone,
'Well it’s your choice, I tried to help you, but you need to get your priorities straight and come for this child noow', she locked the phone and looked at me,
'Hi mum',
She smiled at me, 'I didn’t know you was here - why you walkin about half naked?'
'I'm bout to go have a shower, but I came down to get a drink'
'Okay', she sat down on the sofa, turned on the TV and put it on the Cbeebies channel, that’s when I noticed my little nephew Khalil chillin in his bouncy chair on the floor, I haven’t seen him ina couple days cah I’d been staying at Kiera’s, he looked like he’d grown a bit.
He had a caramel brown complexion, with these big hazel green eyes, round chubby face, long eyelashes and rockin his little afro nicely. He had that sexy soft curly hair like me, my nephew was obviously cute.
‘So you finally manage to pry yourself away from that girl long enough to remember where you live?’ my mum said as I picked up Khalil out of his chair,
I slightly laughed, ‘not really, cah I brought her home with me’ I gave my mum a cheeky smile then held Khalil up in the air over my head so he was looking down at me,
‘Yooo Kay man, yuh alrite?’
He laughed and gave me the fattest smile showing me bare gums; he always smiles when he clocks my face.
I started playing with him,
‘So where is she then?’
‘Upstairs’,
‘So you couldn’t bring her down and introduce her to me? – too busy walkin about half naked tryna impress her wid your likkle marga body’,
I sarcastically laughed at her not so funny joke and put Khalil back into his chair,
‘I’ll bring her down ina bit’ I walked out the room, went into the kitchen grabbed two cups and a carton of some apple and raspberry juice and went back upstairs. I walked into the room and put everything down on top my Chester draws. Kiera was lying in the bed all wrapped up in the duvet with her back facing me, she looked like she was sleeping so I picked up the closest thing to me, which was a football and threw it with bare force at her,
‘Get up you lazy bitch!’, I shouted
The ball hit her right in her back; she screamed but didn’t move then started cussing me,
‘What the fuck is wrong with you!? – fuckin prick’ she sounded pissed off and pulled the duvet over her head,
I started laughing, I loved annoying her so I grabbed hold of the duvet and dragged it off the bed, pulling her halfway across the bed in the process,
‘Arghh, fuck sake Jay - leave me alone’ she sent me the filthiest screw face; I blew a kiss back at her.
‘Ayy come, we’re going in the shower – and put this on, cah my mum’s home’ I picked up my t-shirt off the floor and threw it onto the bed then poured myself a drink, drank half of it then sat down on the edge of bed.
Kiera sat up and slipped on the t-shirt, ‘So why do WE need to go in the shower?’ she took the cup out my hand and backed the rest of the drink in one.
‘Cah I wanna have a shower – and you stink, so you just need a shower’ I laughed
She try give me ‘the hand’,
‘I’m jokin, but what have I told you about that hand? – next time I’ll break it’,
She looked at me blankly like say I was just talking shit,
‘Alrite bad girl, say nuttin - but anyway, can we go in the shower please, then I’ll take you pizza hut cah I’m hungry’
She gave me a funny look, ‘Alrite, you’re driving though’
We both got up and went to the bathroom to have a shower.

I got out the shower and dried myself while Kiera was still in there like say it was her new home. I brushed my teeth while I waited for her to finish, then filled up one of Khalil’s toy buckets with cold water and waited for her to come out.
‘Oiii'
Silence..
'Oi kiera!’
‘What!?’
‘Hurry up and come out, your taking long’,
‘I’m coming out now’,
I heard her turn off the taps and as she pulled back the shower curtain I dashed the whole bucket of water at her, she instantly started screaming
‘That’s for giving me the hand.. bitch’, I started crackin up with laughter, and the face she was making was fuckin funny.
‘Oh my gosh, you’re a prick’, she stood there with one stunned look on her face.
‘Yet you love me’, I smiled at her then passed her a towel.
‘For now’ she snatched it out my hand and wrapped it round her and followed me back to my room.

*******
After I fucked her couple more times, we got dressed and I took her downstairs to see my mum.
As we got downstairs my mum was coming out of the front room,
‘Where you going?’
‘I need to go deal wid suttin at work’
I screwed up my face, cah that ment I had to look after Khalil, ‘Where’s Jodie?’
She kissed her teeth, ‘Your askin me?’ she quickly put on her shoes and grabbed her bag
‘Erm, this is Kiera by the way’
‘Hi’ she turned round and smiled at her ‘Sorry if I seem rude, but I’m ina rush’
‘Its okay’, she smiled back at her
‘He’s in the front room sleeping, she should be back soon but call me if anything’, she walked out the house accidently slamming the door behind her, Khalil started crying, I kissed my teeth as Kiera gave me a funny look.
I walked into the front room, Kiera followed. Khalil was lying on his back on the floor on his play mat; I picked him up and cradled him so he would stop crying,
‘I like the way how only now I’m finding out you got all these brothers and sisters’ she stood there looking at me with some weird look on her face,
‘Cah you never asked, and he isn’t my brother... he my son’
Her face dropped, ‘Your chatting shit’
‘Come look at him then, and tell me if he don’t look like me’
She came over and looked at him, she stared at him for a good while until she even said anything, ‘Awwwww, he is actually really beautiful – but what the fuck!?’ her face started screwing up differently
‘I’m joking, it’s my nephew – he sexy though innit’
she slapped my arm, ‘Yeah, is he Jodie’s?’
‘Obviously, she my only sister’
She kissed her teeth ‘well I don’t know that, do I’
A random whiff of shit went up my nose ‘urrgghh, I beg you not have just taken a shit g’, I looked at him; his face was screwed up like say he was still in the process of shitting.
‘Babes, I beg you change his nappy’, I handed him to Kiera
‘But isn’t he your nephew?’
‘Nah man, not when he smells like that’
She laughed,
‘I think his stuffs in that box over there, you’re a chick so you must know what you need – ima just get him some clothes quick’
‘He’s dressed already, isn’t he?’
‘Nah man, my mum dresses him like a goon. We’re taking him with us, so he needs to look swarve’, I left the room and went back upstairs to Jodie’s room to look for some decent clothes for him. Her room looked like she hadn’t been in it for a couple days; bare clothes were on the bed like say she couldn’t decide what to put on and just left them there.
I decided to look through her clothes draws instead to see if she had his clothes in one of them. I pulled out the first draw, but it just had her clothes in it, the second draw had her underwear in it and I was about to close it back real quick cah I didn’t wanna see that, when I clocked some random big brown envelope pushed to the back of the draw. Me being me I took it out, it had ‘private and confidential’ written on it and was addressed to her, I dashed it onto the bed so I could read it ina bit and carried on looking for Khalil’s clothes. I finally found them in the bottom draw, I took out his black Adidas tracksuit with white stripes, and a white vest with a little red car on the front of it. I picked up the little shoe box with his little baby Adidas trainers in it from off the top of the big stack of shoe boxes she had stacked up in the corner of the room, grabbed the envelope off the bed and went back downstairs.

Kiera was putting on his vest as I walked back into the room,
‘Nah, put this one on’, I passed the vest to her ‘and this’ I put the rest of the clothes down next to her and sat down on the sofa with the envelope.
‘Excuse me, but why am I doing all this?’ she looked at me funny
‘Cah you’re a chick, that’s your job’
She swiftly dashed one of his teddies at me, but it missed then continued dressing Khalil.
I opened up the envelope and took out everything that was in it, there was bare different letters there, Internet and e-mail print off’s, I figured what was written on the actual envelope was irrelevant to anything, it looked like she just stuffed bare random letters and shit into it. I started looking through it all trying to find something interesting cah it all seemed a bit suspicious.
As I was reading through it all, after every piece of paper I read I started getting angrier and angrier until I couldn't read it anymore, I’d done found out what I needed to find out..

CHAPTER 9 - JODIE

I waved bye to Dwayne as he got in his cab, I stood at the door until his cab drove off then looked up and down the road to see if anyone was about, i clocked my brother walking up the road with that girl, so i quickly went back inside and shut the door. I heard my phone ringing from inside the front room so i went to answer it,
'Hello'
'Who's that, that come out the house fam!?', It was my brother,
'What?',
'Who's that tall yute fam!?'
'What are you talking about?'
'I just see one yute come out the house and hop ina cab, and don't chat shit cah i see you at the door',
'I don't know what your talking about, i went outside to check the weather, that yute came out one next house', I lied, cah i know he didn't see nothing.
He kissed his teeth 'Your gassed, anyway I'm outside, open the door', he locked the phone, i stood at the door for an extra couple minutes before opening it.
I opened the door and let them both in, I looked the girl up and down, then realised I'd seen her before, a couple years back she came to my mans house with his boy Lawrence. She still looked pretty, but she had a cut on her cheek and a black eye, which looked like it was fading, her hair was tied up in a messy bun and she was wearing a white hoody, blue skinny jeans and white and black Nike Rifts. As i made eye contact with her, she smiled at me
'Rah, you two actually kinda look alike - your really pretty',
'Thanks', i smiled back at her,
'Of course she's pretty, she's MY twin. Look how sexy i am, you think my twin could be ugly, no waay',
She laughed and I kissed my teeth at his vain-ness, but it was true, we were boom.
'Anyways, I'll be back ina sec', I went upstairs to look for my keys.
It took me a good 10 minutes to remember where i put them, i randomly found them under the bed. I went back downstairs and they was in the front room sitting down, suckin each others face off. I coughed to get his attention.. they carried on.. I coughed even louder and they stopped, he looked at me
'Urghhh', I screwed up my face,
he got up, walked over to me and took the keys out my hand,
'Safe for that',
they both walked out the house, i followed them to the door.
'Make sure you go home soon yeah - Khalil's probably missing you', he said as they both walked away,
I kissed my teeth and shut the door then went back upstairs and got dressed.

Before i left the house i looked in the mirror for the last time to make sure i looked on point. I put on my clear lip gloss then ran my fingers through my hair then fluffed it up a bit, you'd think i was mixed the way my hair is so frizzy and wild, most people think i look like how Kelis used to back in the day.
I double checked that everything was switched off, then left and went to the 44 bus stop to go Tooting and get my nails done before i went home.

As i got to the bus stop the bus pulled up, i got on it and went upstairs. I screwed up my face as i clocked bare school kids on the bus, I sat down a couple seats from the back and took out my phone to check the time, it was 4.15pm, i hated being on road at these times, with these school kids.
As the bus stopped outside Southside in Wandsworth, i looked out the window and clocked a familiar face, it was my mans bredrin Lawrence, I'd been tryna avoid him for the longest time since he started moving differently towards me. I quickly looked away from the window so that he couldn't see me if he looked up, but then he got on the bus anyway, so i looked out the window instead so hopefully he wouldn't notice me when he came upstairs, but that didn't work cah he clocked me. He came and sat down next to me as i continued to stare out the window, his bredrin Marcus sat down in the seats in front but turned around to face us,
'Jo-dee.. long timme, wha gwarn?', he put his arm round my shoulder
'Erm, sorry to disappoint you but I'm her twin still', I gave him some fake smile
'Stop chatting shit'
'Alright, do you want me to call her now?', i gave him a look to say i was serious
'Stop chatting shit, these times i can see your tatt', he grabbed my arm and held it out so you could blatantly see the tattoo i had on my wrist, Marcus started laughing.
I had my mans name, 'Aaron' with a little heart next to it. People always call me dumb for it and my mum flipped when she saw it, but i love him. I had it done when i got pregnant with our first yute a couple years back when I'd just turned 18, but i lost it at 3 months.

I pulled my arm out of his hand,

'Yeah, so you know.. fall back', I try shoo him away with my hand

'Fall back uno', Marcus laughed 'Ona real, Aaron been in pen for a year now and your tellin me your not beatin no one else nah?'

'Nah i ain't', i kissed my teeth

Lawrence pinched my arm 'Stop lying',

I screwed him.

'When did you last go see him?' Marcus said,

'A couple weeks back'

'Is it, he wrote to me a couple days ago', he said 'I gotta make sure that your alrite and behaving yourself'

I laughed, 'Well, i am',
I lied..

The bus stopped in Tooting Broadway and we all got off,

'Anyways bye', I gave Marcus a hug, then hugged Lawrence,

'Where do you think your going?', as he let go, he grabbed hold of my arm.

'Allow it, i need to go get my nails done then go home', I tried pulling away, but he weren't letting go.

'You can do that tomorrow - come, i want you to follow me somewhere quick', he started walking up the road, dragging me along with him. I didn't bother struggle and just walked with him, cause i knew it would end with him banging me or some shit, yeah, he's that kinda guy, he don't care I'm his boys girl cause he's in pen.

'Jodie, Did you have a baby?',

my heart skipped a beat as i looked at Marcus with a confused face,

'what?'

'I heard you was pregnant'

'when?'

'last year - I heard your baby's almost 5 months now'

'Nah i wasn't, who told you?'

'your bredrin, Jessica'

'Ohh, nah i wasn't'

'Ohh alright, I'm gone doe', he low fived Lawrence then hugged me and walked off down one road. Me and Lawrence walked up the next road and went into some house.

The house was tidy yet dirty at the same time and smokey, you could see the smoke fumes floating in the air and the it just smelt of weed. I followed him and the breh who answered the door into the front room, 2 yutes were playing PS3 and 2 chicks were sitting on the floor bagging up weed, they all looked about my age or older, i sat down on the sofa next to one of the yutes,
'Yeah what, can i get an eighth?', Lawrence sat down next to me, but on the arm of the sofa.
He put his arm round my shoulder, i felt kinda awkward, the two chicks kept looking at me aswell which was making it worse.
'Yeah, yeah - what you sayin doe?', the breh who answered the door said,
'Nuttin, was just in Wandsworth with Marcus earlier'
'Oh oh', he turned to the girls, 'I beg you do him an eighth' then looked back at me, 'what is this your chick?'
'Nah, just a bredrin'
'Oh oh, well your bredrin is kinda sexy', he winked at me, he was decent looking but he wasn't my kind of guy,
'Whats your name?'
'Jodie'
'Okay - I think I've seen you about uno'
'Is it, where?'
'Streatham Vale sides - you had a baby innit',
'Oh yeh, I live round there and nah I didn't. What made you think that?'
'Cah you was pregnant when i saw you'
'Oh, naah. That was my twin sister still, we're identical',
'Yeah, this twin sister i ain't never seen before', Lawrence butted into the conversation,
'She probably thinks your gonna move to her or something - cah if she is as boom as Jodie here, i would definatly have to move that', Lawrence low fived him, 'Yuh get me! - If one twin wha be the bredrin, the other can be the fuck' they both started laughing, I didnt find it the slightest bit funny and just watched them while they laughed away.

I ended up chillin there with Lawrence for a good 20 minutes more like I didn't have responsibilities to go deal with and i was starting to get bored aswell. My phone started ringing, it was my mum so i left the room to go answer it.
'Hello'
'Jodie!?', she sounded kinda vex
'Yes mum'
'What are you playing at?, You forget bout Khalil?', she had a slight Jamaican accent 'Yuh lef him here since the other night and nah come back'
'Im guna be home soon mum, please - I just need time for myself'
She kissed her teeth, 'All your time spent is for yourself, all you do is walk street all day and all night - he needs you, your supposed to be bonding with him, what are you doing?'
'Im coming home soon', I was starting to feel frustrated,
'No, you need to come home now!!'
'I can't even do this no more mum, I just want it to go back to how it was',
'Well its your choice, I tried to help you, but you need to get your priorities straight and come for this child noow', she hung up the phone.
I kissed my teeth and looked in the mirror. I started thinking about Khalil and how much of a shit mum i was being, but i just wasn't ready, I missed Aaron and i needed him to help me focus, it wasn't supposed to be like this with me tryna raise a baby on my own, certain time i felt lost without him but angry same time because only he is to blame why he is in pen. I re-fluffed my hair and put on some lipgloss, as i went to go back into the front room i bumped into Lawrence who was coming out.
'Jooodie', he hugged me, but it felt more like he was just squeezing me,
'Mmmm, i love the feel of your breasts against my chest', he squeezed tighter, I pushed him off me and screwed him, he could barely open his eyes, he was that high.
'Them big breasts there, filled with bare milk init', he tapped my left breast so it wobbled, I slapped his hand away and just continued to screw him in silence.
'Come let me show you something quick', he pulled me towards the stairs, I knew what he wanted.
'I need to go home',
'Quickly',
'I can't',
'Come maan', he pulled me harder,
'Noo!', I pulled away from him, he turned round and pushed me up against the wall and slapped me.
'You do what i tell you to do!', he started getting vex 'Cah like i told you last time, you don't want me to go tell Aaron that not only have you fucked me and whoeva else you been spreading your legs to, but that he's got a yute that you ain't even told him about and how your lookin to give it up for adoption aswell, wivout even tellin a man', he started laughing 'thinking about it, you could never be my baby mum, like your peng an that but naaah, your washed - cant even look after your own yute properly. - you think going around gassin up peoples head about you never had a yute will keep him from finding out?',
'Yeh it will, if you don't say nothing', I pushed him away from me, 'And i'll tell him myself'
'Yeah, course you will. We both know you two are done after that and don't try tell me im wrong cah thats MY don, he listens to me. You think cah he's been with you couple years and you try get his name inked in your skin that he gonna be with you forever?' he laughed again 'he will drop you quicker than you drop your frenchies if he finds out what you really been up to while he's been inside - you don't want that now, do you?'
I stared at him in silence for a few minutes, you wouldnt believe that this is the guy i turned to and who helped me through my pregnancy. How is he throwin it all back in my face like this. Half of what he heard wasn't even true, but as usual no one ever believes me. I felt like crying, but held it in.
'So what, are you gonna come jump on it or do you want me to go visit Aaron? ', he looked at me heartlessly.
I didn't answer him and just headed upstairs, it sounds dumb but, i love Aaron that much.

CHAPTER 8 - TROUBLES

I opened my eyes and looked straight up at the ceiling, this sounds weird but by just looking at the ceiling i could tell it wasn't my house. I thought back to the night before and smiled to myself, it was a madness. Me, Darius and a few of our dons went to one house party and lets just say there was bare girls that was just on some kinky shit.
I was thinking about everything that went down last night, I can't remember how i ended up here or who i was here with, I started praying that I never got too drunk and moved some any buttaz or fat chick. I stopped when a light skinned girl walked in the room in just her frenchies and bra, I didn't remember her face but i smiled anyway cah she was a boomting. She had a sexy cola bottle shape, skinny waist, wide hips and big breast. I thanked god ona sly that she was sexy, she looked abit like Kelis did back in 2003, but with black hair and light brown eyes.
'Morning', she smiled at me showing her straight white teeth and sat down on the edge of the bed and handed me a tooth brush,
'What are you tryna say?', I sat up and took the toothbrush from her,
'Nuttin, but i know how you man stay with your morning breath - i knew you was gonna ask anyway', she laughed,
'Say nay', I laughed and got out the bed,
'Down the corridor, bathrooms on your right',
'Safe',
I walked out the room in my boxers and headed for the bathroom.

After i finished brushing my teeth, washed my face and took a piss, i walked back to the bedroom, she was on the phone so i sat down on the bed and waited, she looked and sounded abit frustrated,
'I'm at Tyneesha's - Nah, das long - So why can't you just stay at her yard till mum gets home - arghh your a dickhead, I'm busy - whatever, bye', she locked the phone and looked at me,
'Are you hungry babes?',
'Yeah, kinda'
'Put on your clothes and come downstairs yeah', she took a big t-shirt out the draw and put it on, then walked out the room.
I put on my clothes making sure i still looked swarve, even though i felt kinda wrecked, i brushed my hair with one slick brush that was sitting on the dresser and went downstairs.
I walked into the kitchen, she was sitting at the table munching on some Crunchy Nut, i sat down opposite her and made myself a nice 'man size' bowl of it.
'Sorry, this is all that's here to eat. It ain't even my house'
'Its cool - who's house is it?'
'My cousins, but she's gone America with her man for a couple weeks so I'm house sitting', she smiled,
'I hear that. How old is she?'
'Like 23',
'Oh okay - this might sound rude but man don't even know your name or nothing!'
She laughed 'Was you that mash? - You didn't seem it that much last night, you was on point', she winked at me
'Yeaah, I could never be too mash to fuck' I laughed,
'Yeah, I hear that', she laughed, ' But my names Jodie, I'm 19 and I got a twin', she smiled
'Sweaarr! So there's two of you - Mmmmm', I licked my lips playfully,
She started laughing, 'I get the same reaction every time, that's why i say it. But my twins a boy still', she kept laughing as her phone rang again, she picked up
'Hello - ' she kissed her teeth 'I'm here, your gonna have to come get them - yeah yeah, bye', she locked the phone, 'I swear i hate my brother'
'Why?', i looked at her,
'He's coming to me on some hype tip cah he left his keys at home and he can't get into the house, so he tryna tell me that i should bring mine to him - but you think I'm travelling from Battersea to Mitcham for him, naah', she kissed her teeth
I laughed, 'Peak, is that who you was on the phone to before? - how old is he?'
'Yeah, - its my twin - but we are totally opposite, he is some any hyped yute'
'Mmmmm, I hear that',
'Like he's not even locked out cah he's with some girl at her house, I don't know why he can't stay there till my mum gets home or something', she looked bare frustrated,
'His chick?'
'Nah, not even. Some any girl that's got a man, I told him that she is just fuckin him about but he don't wanna listen. Same way she's using him, he can use her and just stay with her till later',
'Girls are sneaaky', i laughed
'Your tellin me - I told him, whoever the yute is, is gonna fuck him up one day - you can't be fucking other mans girls, that's a boyting'
'Reh, he's fuckin her too?',
'Yeah, she gonna get him into bare shit and even though he annoys me, that's my brother innit, plus I don't like the bitch!',
I started laughing at the way this girl was getting emotional over the situation, she got up and put both our bowls in the sink, i had munched off that cereal quick time.
'So what, do you look like your twin?'
'Nah, we ain't identical - thank fuck - we got the same eye colour tho and when you see us together you can tell we're related',
'Okay - So, what was you doing at that house party last night?'
'I went with couple of my girls after one rave, they know the girl who's party it was', she handed me a glass of Orange juice, 'But hear this, don't think i didn't see my cousin up in there,- thats why i was leavin when you saw me, i know he wulda started chatting shit',
'Peak, what is he older than you?'
'Nah, but he's 20 already so he thinks he has authority'
'Oh oh', I backed the orange juice in one 'I think I've seen you somewhere before, your face is starting to look familiar'
She laughed, 'I got a bait face',
Her phone rang again,
'Hello - don't watch that - yeah yeah, bye', she hung up and signalled for me to follow her.

We were chilling in the front room watching Jeremy Kyle, them daytime TV programmes, the whole time i was imagining what fucking her would be like, i felt kinda pissed that i couldn't even remember us fucking. I was about to make a move on her when my phone started ringing, I looked to see who it was... it was Darius so I answered it.
'Yooo don'
'Raah, your still alive fam?'
'Yeaah!', I laughed,
'Try disappear last night G, what happened?'
'If i could tell you fam i would - man woke up in one boomtings yard tho'
He laughed 'Say nuttin'
'Who you with?'
'I just woke up fam - Jay and Kiera came round here and woke man up'
I kissed my teeth, 'That girl - I'm gonna punch her up one day',
'I heard how you locked it, you never told me'
'Yeah, couple days ago - I didn't even lock it, i told her when she ready to be serious, holla'
'Ite, say nuttin - Ima dial you in'
'Yeah yeah, bless', I locked the phone then checked the time, it was 2.30pm, my belly started bubbling, i really need to take a shit
'I gunna bounce now yeh, i need to hold a fresh and this is gunna sound crud but i really need to buss a shit',
She started laughing 'Alrite babes - give me your number, i will call you later'
She took out her phone and i put in my number den gave it back to her.
I dialled in my cab man and he came in 15 minutes, I hugged the chick and bopped out the yard. I flicked up my hood as i see Kiera drive past the house, i wonder what this bitch is doing round here.