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CHAPTER 14 - KIERA

'Jay's your twin innit!' Troubles randomly said, with this angry look forming across his face,
'Yeah.. memba i told you about him. Well this is the bitch!' Jodie kissed her teeth and cut her eye at me,

To me, every word she said came out in slow motion. I could feel a huge lump forming in my throat but was hoping she hadn't told him what i was thinking she had told him.

'You know her?' I looked at him trying not to show that i was panicking inside,
'Yeah! i do actually' he laughed 'And she told me this nice story about how her brother was fucking this chick who had a man' he paused for a minute then pulled out a strap and pointed it straight at my face, 'So you WAS cheating on me with him then, wasn't you!?'

At that moment I'm sure my heart stopped beating for a good 20 seconds, I just stared at him.. speechless.
Jodie gasped in shock 'Was you her man!?'
He started stepping forwards towards me, I started shaking and stepping back,

'It wasn't even like that, I'm sorry' I quickly said,

'Hold on, hold on... thaat was your wifey!?' Lawrence butted in then started laughing uncontrollably 'Kiera was your wifey! - well ain't that some shit.. - you try tell me you just fucked her that time when i saw you at her yard'
'Ahh, don't watch that man', he said
'What!?' I looked at Troubles in shock, he knew him all that time, 'So you knew him from then?'
'He's my brother..'
Lawrence started laughing, 'Small world ain't it!'

'Whaat!? - brother? - so when was you planning on telling me this?' I shouted,

'Shut up! I don't need to tell you nuttin' Trouble's said,

'Is that what you think?'

He cocked his gun and aimed, 'That's what i know'

At this point you would think my life would be flashing before my eyes, but it didn't because I hadn't planned on dying anytime soon, my mind was too busy thinking of way out of this situation and the fact Trubz was stalling was giving me more time.

'What are you waiting for, shoot the bitch!' Lawrence shouted at him,

I started crying, i couldnt think of what to do, my back was literally against the wall.

I looked at Jodie, she looked to the floor.

I looked at Lawrence, he had this evil smirk on his face.

Then i looked back at Troubles, 'Remember i said I'd fuck you up if you cheated, well..-' he said scarily calm,

'I'm pregnant' I blurted out 'So your gonna kill your baby as well' i looked him straight in the eyes,

His face dropped, he looked hurt 'Nah, your talkin shit'

'Why would i lie?' I lied and started crying more to make it more believable.

'She's chatting shit man - shoot her!' Lawrence shouted,

'Nooo! - So you want him to kill his yute?' Jodie looked at Troubles, 'Babes don't do it, she could be telling the truth!'

'Arghh, you talk too much man!, i brought you here to fuck not to play no fucking peace maker' Lawrence grabbed Jodie out the chair and dragged her out the room shutting the door behind him.

Me and Trouble's just stood there, he was still pointing the gun at me. I knew this was my opportunity to get him on side.
'Babes, please don't do this. You know i love you, we could forget about everything and be a family', I said in my most sweetest voice possible.
'Naah man, you fucked up! Made me look like a prick'
'Yeah, but I'm sorry'
He didn't say anything for about a minute, I stared at him confused not sure if i should try make a move or not.
'Are you really pregnant with MY yute?'
'Yeah, I'm two months so it can only be yours' I smiled at him, 'that's why I just came in even though you said Darius weren't here'
He let off a sly smile 'Ahh shit, I'm gonna be a dad'.
He put the strap back into his trousers and i left out a breath of relief, I felt like I'd survived a terrorist attack or something mad like that.

I approached him slowly, he just kept looking at me but didn't say anything and as soon as i got within touching distance of him his face screwed up, I paused.

'Remember I said your fucked and i'd kill Jay if i found out you two were doing a ting?' he paused, 'I meant it - pregnant or not',

He grabbed me with one hand and slammed me back up against the wall,
'I'm sorry' I started crying again..
'Fuck your sorry' he looked down to my belly then back at me 'If it survives, i'll take care of you.. but if it don't..' He shrugged his shoulders 'what can I say..'
He stepped back an before i could even question what he meant, he bang me so hard in the stomach I hunched over in agony, I felt like passing out. He grabbed hold on hair an swug my head straight into the wall and I blacked out..

** Lawrence View **

'Nooo! So you want him to kill his yute? - Babes don't do it, she could be telling the truth!' Jodie said,

I don't know why this girl is trying to have an input into the situation,

'Arghh, you talk too much man!, i brought you here to fuck not to play no fucking peace maker' I grabbed her out the chair by the shoulder of her jacket and dragged her out the room shutting the door behind me.
'What the fuck are you doing!?' she started fighting for me to let go.
This girls fiestyness made me laugh,
'Shut up!' I let go of her and flung her across the hallway at the same time, she dropped on her hands and knees on floor. 'Fuck sake, always talking when your not supposed to'
'I can talk when the fuck i like', she scrambled back to her feet

'You talk when i tell you to talk'

She picked up something and dashed it at me, I ducked and it missed my head and hit the wall. It made a loud connection, so i know it was something heavy.

'What the fuck was that!?' I stood up 'You crazy bitch... why you dashin shit at me?'

She looked all hot and flustered,

I laughed out loud 'Calm down, why are you so hyped?'

She looked at me confused, but angry 'You kidnapped my cousin', she gave me a look as if to say that was a stupid question.
'I beg you don't look at me like that - like say i even knew he was your cousin'
'Well now you do - so where the fuck is he?'
'I don't know, Troubles took him somewhere' I lied.
Me and Trubz had him locked in his shed tied to a chair.
'Who?' she looked at me confused,
'Dwayne'
'Oh-' she screwed up her face like say she smelt shit and looked me up and down.
I watched her as she looked at me and had to stop myself from banging her in the face. You think i'm badmind to her, but don't get it twisted.. this girl is a Crazy Bitch.
She looked around, stared at me for a minute then walked back towards the frontroom;
I grabbed her arm 'Where you going?'
'To ask him where my cousin is'
'He don't know where he is though'
'But you just said-'
'Said what? - I didn't say anything' I started laughing,
She pulled away from me, 'You lot need to go'
'Go where?'
'Somewhere that aint here, obviously' she said , slightly raising her voice.
'Or what?'
The frontroom door opened and we both turned to look, Trubz walked out and looked straight at Jodie, he had one vex look on his face.
"Di Genius.. A Stacious.. Sexiness, ladies.. I wanna make love.. mmm, I want you.."
For a minute i was wondering where the music was playing from, I looked at Troubles then at Jodie, she had bare panic spread across her face and before me or Trubz had even clocked it was her phone that was ringing, she sprinted for the stairs, but she aint fast so i caught her halfway up the stairs. I grabbed hold of her foot making her drop onto the stairs, she made a loud connection when she hit, I started laughing abit then dragged her back down till she was lying belly on the floor at the bottom of the stairs.
I dragged her across the floor abit for the fun of it, her phone was still ringing off so I flipped her over and tapped her down while Troubles held her down till we found her phone.
I found the phone and answered it..
'Hello..'
'Who the fuck is this?' the breh sounded hyped up
'The fuckin boss don..'
'The fuckin whoo!?' he laughed 'Do you know who your talking to?'
'I couldnt give ah fuck who you are g..'
'Put Jodie on the phone'
'I can't even do that yano'
'I beg you put Jodie on the phone now or i'm guna come cave your chest in'
I laughed at this brehs wicked talk 'Ayy Troublez, this yutes tellin me he guna come cave mans chest in'
Trubz looked up at me still holdin on to Jodie with his hand over her mouth, 'Who is it?'
I looked at the phone screen to see who it was, 'Jermaine.. '

STORY WILL CONTINUE JAN 2nd 011

SORRY FOR THE DELAYS PEOPLE... BUT I GOT ONE DIFFERENT KINDA WORK SCHEDULE AT THE MOMENT.. (I WORK INA TOY SHOP.. DAT SHUTS AT 11PM OVA XMAS.. FOR AH REASON I DONT UNDERSTAND)... SOOOOO I DONT EVEN GET TIME TO WRITE THIS..

BUT I WILL CONTINUE POSTING UP THE STORY FROM 2ND JANUARY 2011..

CHAPTER 13 - JODIE

"Di Genius.. A Stacious.. Sexiness, ladies.. I wanna make love.. mmm, I want you.."

I rolled over and mumbled to myself, I reached under my pillow and searched for my phone. I quickly looked at the time then answered it before it woke up Khalil.
'Oi!'
'What the fuck Lawrence, do you know what time it is?' I mumbled down the phone,
'Do i look like i give a fuck, I'm coming to pick you up nooow!' he seemed wide awake.

'Whaat!? - Its rassclart 5am'

'I don't care, get dressed.. Ima be there in a hour - And if you don't come out, I'll just kick off your front door and drag you out',
I could tell he was hyper,

'Llow it please, I got a baby to look after - what's wrong with you?'

'Bring him then, I need your help... please babes'

He sounded genuine
I sighed, 'Alright, an hour'

He locked the phone.

I laid there for a while, looking at my beautiful baby while he slept in the bed next to me. He looked so much like a cross between his dad Aaron and Jermaine. I started thinking about Aaron, I missed him soo much but I had booked a visiting order to go see him next week so that was making me feel better; He still didn't know about Khalil and I still weren't too confident about telling him either.

I got up and had a quick shower, put on my pink Adidas tracksuit with orange stripes, an orange t-shirt and all white Adidas Superstars. My hair looked like a giant bush and after 10minutes I'd finally managed to slick it up into a bun. I packed Khalil's bag and slipped him into his navy snowsuit, put on his little blue cap that his uncle Darius bought him and his blue Adidas trainers, luckily without waking him up. I checked the time it was 5.45am, as i went to put my phone back in my pocket it started to ring,
'Hello'
'Are you ready?'
'Yeah, i just need to make Kay his bottle'
'Your actually gonna bring him? - Nah man, leave him with your mum'
'I can't'
He kissed his teeth, 'How you gonna bring your yute along, your not serious, leave him at home, what kinda mum are you?'
'I'm a good mum you prick!', I shouted and locked the phone then threw it on the bed and lied back down next to Khalil. What Lawrence said slyly got to me a bit, I closed my eyes and imagined, me, Aaron and Khalil all together living and nice carefree life.

I must have dozed off because i woke up to a loud smashing noise, it made my heart skip a beat as i quickly sat up in the bed and tried looking around to see what it was. Khalil woke up instantly and started screaming his head off. As I scanned the room quickly, a big fat hole in my window caught my eye.

'What the fuck!?' i said to myself and got up and switched on the light.

I cautiously approached the window, making sure i didn't step on no broken glass. I peeped out and wasn't really that surprised about what i saw. Lawrence was standing outside the window looking straight back up at me. I opened it and leaned out.

'What the fucck man! My sons in here you dickhead, are you fucking stupid? - You scared the fucking shit outta me, and woke him up you prick!' I literally shouted out the window, I wouldn't be surprised if i woke up my whole road.

'Shut the fuck up and stop shouting! I didn't even mean to break it, was an accident' he hissed back at me, then smiled 'come man, I'm waiting for you'

'I don't care, my mums gonna buss a flip about this window'

'Ahhh, don't watch that right now. Man'll fix it'

I kissed my teeth 'I'll be down in 10 minutes'

I shut the window and picked up Khalil to stop him from crying. I hated it when he cried because he would never stop, its like i didn't have that mothers touch to stop him crying, 5 months and we hadn't really bonded. I tried giving him his dummy but he just wasn't having none of it, I cuddled him but he still wouldn't stop. I could feel myself getting frustrated, so i decided to take him to someone who could shut him up.

I knocked on Jermaine's bedroom door, no answer, so i just walked in. He was in bed fast asleep cuddled up with Leanne, I laughed in my head at what i was seeing. Khalil's crying woke up the whole room, even their daughter who was asleep in Khalil's travel cot, she started crying too. I turned on the light, i thought i might as well since everyone was awake now.

Leanne and Jermaine looked at me, Jermaine had the dirtiest screw face.

'What the fuck are you doing?' he mumbled as Leanne got out the bed wearing one of his t-shirts and went to pick up Reanne, her daughter.

'He won't stop crying' I looked at him hopelessly,

He just got out the bed and took him out my arms, pushed me back out the room and shut the door without saying anything to me.
I went back to my room, grabbed my bag and phone, sneaked out the house and got in Lawrence's car and we drove off.

The whole journey i said nothing, I just kept wondering what was so important that he had to come at this early time of the morning. I was slyly feeling abit badmind for just leaving Khalil with Jermaine like that, but he loves his uncle and i know his uncle loves him and i felt he'd be better off with him anyway.

I weren't really paying attention to where we was driving to until he parked up outside a house that looked more than familiar. I looked at him,

'What are we doing round here?'

'Me & my brother raided one yard round here, kidnapped the yute and fucked him up' he laughed 'so we just patrolling the yard now, see who comes round - he's a shotter innit'

I just stared blankly at him, 'I didn't know you had a brother'

'Half brother enit, we got the same dad'

'Oh oh, so erm.. this is what was soo important' I kinda screwed him,

'Yeah man, i wanted your company innit' he smiled at me then got out the car, so i got out too.

I was feeling paranoid that i was about to get caught slipping, my cousin lived round here and I didn't want him to see me. Lawrence grabbed hold of my hand, i looked at him funny

'In case you try run off or some shit', he said as he dragged me towards the house we was going to.

As we got closer to the house we was going into, my heart started beating un-healthily fast, i stopped in my tracks and just stood there, staring at the house.

'Come man!' Lawrence pulled my arm, but i weren't budging. I could feel the tears building up.

'Are you being serious?' I looked him straight in the face and the tears started falling uncontrollably, and i started shaking.

He was looking at me confused, like i was crazy, 'what?'

I shook my head at him, 'What did you do to my cousin!?'

He looked at me shocked but gripped tighter onto my hand, 'Your cousin?, who's your cousin?'

'Darius', my upset soon turned to anger as what he said to me in the car replayed in my head, 'you kidnapped my fucking cousin!?' I screamed at him,

He pulled me towards him with so much force he almost pulled my arm out its socket, I stumbled towards him, then tried to pull myself away but he grabbed hold of my top with his other hand and pulled me into him and held me in the restraining position. I started screaming my head off, he tried squeezing me to shut me up but i weren't stopping.

'Get off mee!!' I kept screaming and shouting as he lifted me off the floor so my feet were swinging and carried me to the front door.

He started banging on the front door 'Oii!! Open the door quick!'

The door flew open and he carried me in and threw me on the floor, I quickly scrambled to get up then darted for the door but whoever had opened it, shut it just as quickly so i ended up running straight into them as they turned around to face us.

I looked up at the person and I couldn't believe it. I stood there and just stared at him as he stared back at me in complete shock.

I couldn't control myself, I started pushing him and screaming at him.

'You fuckin prick, you kidnapped my cousin! You fucking set me up, i thought you was cool.. you lied!' I started crying again,

Lawrence dragged me back by my hair 'Shut up!'

I stood there uncontrollably crying while Lawrence still had hold of my hair,

'Is she still in there?' Lawrence said to Dwayne,

He nodded then looked back at me 'Dee's your cousin? - I didn't even know'

'Neither did I, but who cares' Lawrence said and dragged me into the front room,

I screwed up my face as I clocked that bitch sitting on the sofa, she looked fucked.

She had another black eye, her lip was buss, her hair was messed up, she just looked battered and tired, she was wearing Jermaine's Armarni Jacket, I knew it was his because after she left last night, he was going mad about the fact she'd taken it.

I went off on a mad one again as Lawrence held onto me and Dwayne walked into the room,

'You fucking bitch! try play my brother, attack my bredrin and set up my cousin!' I screamed at her. 'I should fuck you up right now, you fucking bunge!'

A panicked look spread across her face, she stood up,

'I swear i didn't, I came here too see him but these two were already here' she started crying, 'I wouldn't do that to him'

Lawrence pulled me back and pushed me down on the sofa 'Shut the fuck up man, making up bare noise in here'

'Jay's your twin innit!' Dwayne randomly said,

'Yeah.. memba i told you about him. Well this is the bitch!' I kissed my teeth and cut my eye at her, she looked like she was about to shit herself.

'You know her?' she looked at him with this scared look on her face,

'Yeah! i do actually' he laughed 'And she told me this nice story about how her brother was fucking this chick who had a man' he paused for a minute, pulled out a strap and pointed it straight at her, 'So you WAS cheating on me with him then, wasnt you!?'

I gasped in shock 'Was you her man!?'

'It wasn't even like that, I'm sorry' she started shaking and stepping backwards away from him as he approached her,

'Hold on, hold on... thaat was your wifey!?' Lawrence butted in then started laughing uncontrollably 'Kiera was your wifey! - well ain't that some shit.. - you try tell me you just fucked her that time when i saw you at her yard'

'Ahh, don't watch that man', he said

'What!?' she looked at Dwayne funny 'So you knew him from then?'

'He's my brother..'

Lawrence started laughing, 'Small world ain't it!'

CHAPTER 12 - KIERA

As i walked slowly through the passage way towards the front room I had this strange feeling, like maybe i should have gone home instead. I turned back around to leave but bumped straight into Troubles, he was walking that close behind me,
'What you doin?', he looked down at me as i looked up at him,
'Erm, I'm gunna go home instead'
'Nah, nah.. too late now, your already in'
I screwed up my face and kissed my teeth 'Whatever, I'm gone', I tried to move him but of course he didn't budge.
'Nah, your staying here' he smiled at me, 'you might come in use'.
'What's that supposed to mean?', I felt a bit confused.
'Just shhh and walk' he spun me back around and pushed me to walk forward.
I started feeling UN-easy but frustrated at the same time so I took out my phone to text Jade and let her know I was at Darius' and will be home soonish so she wouldn't lock me out, but before i could even start texting, Troubles leaned over me and grabbed the phone out my hand.
'What the fuck are you doing!?' I turned around to face him,
'Who you tryna call?' he had this angry look on his face,
'No one' I kissed my teeth 'What's wrong with you?'
'You',
He punched me in the mouth and I dropped straight on my bum. I didn't bother say anything and just sat there. I could feel that my lip was buss again, but i didn't have the energy to react I was already fucked from fighting with Leanne earlier.
'Ohh shit, sorry babes' he said it so sarcastically and dragged me back up off the floor and took me into the kitchen.
As i walked into the kitchen and looked around, I knew something weren't righted, the kitchen was fucked like some had been looking for something. The cupboards and draws where all pulled out and things where dashed everywhere with broken plates and glass on the floor. I wondered if Darius had done it or someone else, but I felt too scared to ask what had happened so I just stepped over everything and stood in the corner. I watched troubles as he searched through everything on the side top.
He picked up a dish cloth then soaked it under the tap and threw it at me but I wasn't concentrating properly and didn't notice, so it landed on my chest soaking the front of Jay's jacket then dropping on the floor.
'Wipe your face enit', he looked down at the dish cloth then back at me,
I picked it up off the floor, loads of little bits of glass and dirt was stuck to it now so I tried shaking most of it off then squeezed out all the water onto the floor and held it to my mouth for a minute to stop the bleeding.
There was an awkward silence as we both just stood there, I was trying my hardest not to make any eye contact with him, but i could feel him staring at me.
I was praying in my head that Darius' would be back soon.
'Where's your boyfriend Jay?'
I just stared at him like i didn't understand what he was saying and he just stared back at me for a couple minutes then started moving towards me.
I was actually shitting myself but tried not to show it.
'I Don't know', i said quickly before he got any closer
'I swear you was just with him?', he stopped and stood directly in front of me
'No' I lied,
'Mmm, so who fucked you up?'
'I got in a fight with some girl'
'Oh okay' he paused for a minute 'Where does Darius keep all his money?'
'What money?', I was slyly confused
He looked at me like I was stupid, 'His shotting money obviously',
'How am i supposed to know? - Where is he, why do you wanna know?'
'Don't watch that - '
He grabbed me and pulled me towards him, my heart started beating 10x faster.. something about him today was scaring me.
The door knocked and i felt that slight bit of relief.
He looked at me, signalled for me to be quite then grabbed me by my arm and dragged me along with him to go answer the door; He paused for a minute at the door.. looked at me again then slightly lifted up his t-shirt with his free hand and pulled out a strap.
I almost shit myself right then and there, Inside i felt like i was having a panic attack my heart was beating so fast, I felt confused of what was going on but hoped the fear i was feeling wasn't showing on my face.
Troubles let go of my arm and pushed me out the way so he could open the door, he opened it a crack and peeped out,
'Oh, its you.. I was getting ready to body someone', he opened the door and let the person in then shut the door behind them.
The person looked at me and instantly started laughing, I knew he was laughing because he didn't expect to see me, just like i thought (hoped) i never see him again, at least for a another few years.
'Ohh shit, girl like Kiera' he laughed and spudded Troubles 'Did you punch her up?'
'Nah.. she was scuffin some chick apparently'
'Oh oh, so what is she doing here?', he gave Troubles a weird look
'Came to see Dee' he started laughing 'but obviously he ain't here',
'Well she'll be waiting a longtime' they both started laughing, i could tell they were up to something but couldn't think what.
As i stood there staring at both Troubles and Lawrence, I was wondering how the fuck they knew each other and where Darius was, I needed to call Jermaine.

CHAPTER 11 - KIERA

‘Ayyy Leanne.. come here, jay wants to see his yute’ I heard, who I’m guessing was Jodie, shout out.
I sneakily opened the door a bit to try peak at this chick but I couldn't really see her because of where she was standing, I could see Jermaine’s feet, he was standing opposite the door and I could see Jodie clearly. After like a minute, she walked off.
‘Jay you look speechless, did you miss me?’ the girl said in some horny sounding voice,
‘Not you personally, but I do miss the sex and the way you suck my dick’
I laughed in my head at Jermaine’s lack of respect for certain girls,
‘You ain't changed much - but I can have a session arranged, show you what you missed’, she started moving towards him and as she did I clocked her face.
My bottom lip was almost touching the floor and I could feel the heat starting to come off me, I was ready to kill the bitch.

We go waay back to when I was 16 and she was 15, them days when I used to jam on road with Darius and the rest of the mandem. Me and her used to be kinda tight until she set me up to impress some dickhead boy that didn't like me and I got punched up my some brehs from Shepard's Bush. They proper fucked me up, I was in hospital for a week cah they broke three of my ribs and my arm. I stopped moving with them and started doing my own thing, then she started running her mouth and talking bare shit about me, which got me into bare madness with bare different people until I was about 17 and I never got the chance to fuck her up for it cah she moved out of the estate we lived in.

'Yeeaahh, dat how your goin on?.. I’ll get Rocky out right now and we-' before he could even finish whatever bullshit he was saying, I stormed out the bathroom and swang for him, punching him nicely in the mouth then quickly swang round and smacked the Leanne across the face with the back of my hand, seeing her smug face flirting with Jermaine sent me into Rage Mode.
Before i could do anything else to the bitch, Jay grabbed me by my shoulders and slammed up against the wall.
‘Dead your hype!’ he shouted and slammed me up against the wall again in an attempt to calm me down, which just made it worse cah I actually felt hurt that he seemed more angry with me, if only he knew how much I hated this girl and the fact she had his baby was making me feel slyly jealous on top of everything else.
‘Fuck you!’ I kneed him in the balls harder than I think I've ever hit a boy in his manhood.
‘Arrgghhh, bitchh’ he screamed out in pain then slapped me in the face before he dropped onto his knees holding tightly onto balls and screamin out every swear word he could think of to call me. I just pushed him out the way and went for the bitch. She seemed shocked until she noticed who I was, then she seemed abit shook.
I just banged her with one hand and grabbed onto her hair with the other dragging her head down so she was bent over, she couldn’t really do much after I had a good grip on her hair. She started screaming for me to let go and grabbed hold of my wrists and started digging her nails into my hands to make me let go,
So I kneed her couple times in the face then grabbed more of her hair with my other hand, so i was making her completely bend over.
‘fucking bitch, you think I forgot how you snaked me?’ I screamed at her then started slamming her head against the wall.
She managed to push me backwards, but I was not letting go of her hair so as I tripped over Jay, who was on the floor about to get up and landed on my back, I ended up pulling her down on top of me.
We both screamed as we hit the floor. I let go of her hair and tried pushing her off me, but she managed to punch me twice in the face then grabbed my head and banged it on the floor. Its weird how I wasn’t actually feeling that much pain.
Jay pulled her off me and held onto her to stop her from coming back,
‘Fuck you Kiera, your still just a dumb bitch!’ she shouted as Jay pushed her away from me,
‘Jodie I beg you take your bredrin somewhere’
I didnt even realise when she had come back upstairs, but im not surprised cah we was making bare noise. Leanne turned around and went to walk off with Jodie, so
I quickly got up off the floor and pushed past Jay who was about to grab me and dragged her back by her hair.
Jay grabbed me round my waist and started pulling me back, but the more he pulled me the more I pulled on her hair and the more she screamed. I was getting real pleasure out of ripping this bitches hair out.
I could faintly hear Jermaine telling me to let go, so after a while I let go. He lifted me up by my waist and carried me to his bedroom with me tryna fight him off me, which wasn't working very well, he threw me on the bed and left the room slamming the door behind him.
I laid back on the bed for a minute while I got my breath back and calmed down a bit, then got up to look for my bag because i'd left it in here earlier, I looked in it for a hair band then tied my hair back up into a bun. I looked in the mirror to make sure it was neat-ish, it looked alright but my lip was buss and my nose was slightly bleeding and I had another black eye forming over the one Troubles had already given me a few days ago.
I could hear Jermaine arguing with Jodie and Leanne in the corridor about their yute and me, it made me wanna go back out there and wreck her face.

After what seemed like ages, Jermaine finally came back into the room with a wet flannel and a bag of peas and sat down next to me on the bed.
‘So you know my ex?’ he passed me the bag of peas then started wiping my face with the flannel,
‘Your baby mum’ I corrected him
‘Put ‘em on your eye or its gonna look peak in the morning’ he blatantly ignored my correction ‘I hope that weren’t me’ he said looking at my fucked eye.
‘It probably was’ I said hoping it would make him feel bad,
‘Well I’m sorry, but you kneed me in my baby maker, I thought my balls were gunna come out my mouth – so how do you know my ex?’
‘she set me up and I got fucked up by sum yutes from bush’
‘When?’
‘Back when I was 16, when I used to jam with Dee’
‘So that’s why you was scuffing her?’
‘Yeah, I didn’t get the chance to fuck her up back then’
The room went awkwardly silent for about 5 minutes. We both just sat there staring into space. I couldn’t stop thinking about the fact that SHE had had his baby, which meant she would ALWAYS be around. I could feel the tears building up..
‘Ayyy, we didn’t even go Pizza’ Jermaine looked at me
‘I need to go home’ I jumped up but he grabbed my arm straight away,
‘What’s wrong?’
‘Why didn’t you tell me? – you don’t tell me anything’
‘Cah its not important’
‘That’s YOUR yute, how is that not important – you talk bad about Jodie but at least she tries!’
‘Babes, she’s not mine – she told me from early that she weren’t, she just talking shit now cah no one wants her, She’s just a bunge’
‘But you don’t actually know that’
‘Is that what your sayin – you don’t believe man, nah?’
I just stared at him for a minute because I didn’t believe him, but I didn’t want to say I didn’t either, but I’m guessing he could tell I didn’t from the look on my face,
‘Say nufink’ he got up and left the room, slamming the door behind him.
I grabbed all my stuff and picked up Jermaine’s black Armani coat and put it on because I wasn’t wearing a top under my hoodie and it was probably cold outside by now, and for the fact that I liked the coat and he never let me wear it.
I took another look in the mirror, I didn’t look as bad as I did before; I quickly put on some lip gloss and sneaked into the bathroom to get my phone because I’d left it in there, then left the house without saying bye to him.

I got home but no one was in. I had no idea where Jade was because she hadn’t even phoned me all day which was kinda strange.
I didn’t really want to chill at home on my own so I decided to go over to Darius’. I was hoping that he was still awake because it was 12am, but then I’d be surprised if he was even home true say it was Friday night.
I knocked the door and waited..
The door opened, and Troubles stood there looking me up and down. He looked quite sexy with his fresh shape up, in his blue, yellow and white checked shirt, dark blue jeans and the white and blue striped socks added a little cuteness to him.
‘Is Dee home?’ I said bare softly, but kinda screwed up my face when I clocked he was wearing the chain he bought me, that meant he’d been in my house.
‘Nah, he’s gone to bus a couple shots - who fucked you up this time?’
‘Okay, can I come in and wait for him?’ I said ignoring his question,
‘Mmm, I dano - not really my house to be letting strangers in yano - plus your house is only over there’ he pointed over to my house,
I pushed past him and went inside to wait for Darius.

CHAPTER 10 - KIERA (Part 2)

'What the fuck is wrong with this girl!?' Jermaine shouted making me and Khalil jump,

'Who?' I looked at him, i could tell he was angry because his face was screwed up,

'Jodie..'

I just stared at him for a minute because i thought he was gonna finish his sentence, but he didn't, he just continued to stare at the papers he was holding in his hand.

'Yeah, so what has she done?'

'She's looking to send Khalil to America to get adopted' he looked at me with a confused hurt face, 'What would make her even think about doing that?'

I was baffled about what to say back to him, 'Maybe you should talk to her first, it might not even be that'

'Nah man!, I know what I see' he kissed his teeth and walked out the room,

I looked down at Khalil, he was grinning his bare gums at me he looked so cute, 'At least you know your uncle cares about you, ay babes', I said to him then sat him up so i could put his tracksuit top on him then picked him up and placed him on my hip. He actually looked like a mini-version of Jermaine but with hazel-green eyes and much cuter.

I went upstairs to look for Jermaine because he wasn't in the kitchen. I found him in his room, he was on the phone,

'No, I don't care - so why did she bother carrying him for nine months' he kissed his teeth, I could tell he was fumin.

I walked in the room and sat down on the bed with Khalil in my lap, I was actually starting to become attached to him.

'No mum no, she's a fuckin waste - I don't care, she needs to look after her yute and stop acting like a dumb road chick'

He was silent for a while then I stopped paying attention to him and put Khalil to stand on my lap facing me. He started bouncing up and down and making noise, I turned on baby mode and started coo-ing at him. I didn't even notice Jay had come off the phone until I heard him laugh and turned to see him looking at me with a big grin on his face,

'What's funny?',

'You'

'Why am i funny'

'Cah your a loser - you do that dumb baby talk'

'So, he's a baby'

'Yeh, so how do expect him to learn English when you talk bare nonsense in his ears?'

'Ohh shut up' I kissed my teeth and carried on playing with Khalil

'Bad girl yeh, put him down and say that again' he had that troublesome look on his face,

'Touch me when I got this baby in my hand and I swear I will fuck your shit up'

'Is that a threat, cah I'd love a fuck from you' he laughed,

His doorbell rang,

'I beg you go answer the door and take him with you'

'I'm sure this is YOUR house'

'If i answer the door and there's someone on the other side I don't wha see, like Jodie, i will not hesitate to bang 'em in the face.... so i think you should go answer the door'.

I rolled my eyes and went to go answer the door.

I opened the door with Khalil sitting on my hip dribbling all over my hoodie.

I stood at the door staring at these two black boys waiting for them to say something, but they just kept staring at me and looking me up and down.

One was decent looking, slightly dark skinned and had a cute smile with these two big dimples and the other was just straight dogged, some light skinned guy I didn't bother looking at him too tough, after looking at his face there wasn't much point looking at anything else.

'Is Jay home?' the dark skinned yute said,

'Yeah, hold on' I closed the door and went to go and get him, but by time i got to the stairs he was halfway down.

'I think your boys are at the door',

'Who?'

'How am i supposed to know'

'You should have asked, tell 'em I'm busy' he took Khalil out my arms and pushed me back towards the front door.

I opened back the door, they were standing in exactly the same place i left them.

'He's kinda busy right now'

the light skinned breh kissed his teeth 'Man ain't been on endz for how long, an now he tryna tell man he's busy?!'

'He's kinda ina bad mood enit' I said tryna make the situation better,

'So who are you?' he said looking at me like say I was acting suspicious

'I'm his-'

'It's his BM obviously' the dark skinned breh said, cutting me off mid-sentence,

'How is that obvious fam!' the other breh said, screwing up his face in the process, I just stood there staring at them because they looked like they was about to start arguing or something,

'Cah she answered the door holding the yute'

'So how is that obvious, dese times Jodie just had a baby'

'Her yute ain't that big doe is it, Jay had his first remember'

'FAM! She was holding a little baby, Jay's yute is all one and that now. And how you just gonna claim the chick as his baby mother, she could all be his cousin and them ting dere'

'Nah man' he turned back towards me 'Are you?'

I took me a while to answer because i felt abit baffled about what I was hearing. Since when did Jay have a baby?

'Nah and I ain't his-'

'Yo don' Jermaine appeared out of nowhere cutting me off mid sentence and hugged me from behind, I was actually fumin at this point for the fact I kept getting cut off and becuase of what i'd just heard, but was still holding a straight face.

'Wha gwarn family, where you been?' the dark skinned breh said,

'I only been gone a few days fam, I been stayin with the wife',

'Naah, you ain't been on the strip for a while'

'I been at Dee's still, fuck chillin on road that's moist - I'm on bigger movements'

'More like your locked down ona family tip - I know secretly you was happs when she come back with your yute - tryna play daddy and that now' he started laughing and so did the other breh,

The urge to turn around and bang Jermaine in the face was becoming irresistible, so i shrugged him off me and went back inside to try calm myself down a bit.

I went upstairs to the bathroom and locked the door.

**Jermaine's View**

'More like your locked down ona family tip - I know secretly you was happs when she come back with your yute - tryna play daddy and that now' Manix said and started laughing, Grimz started laughing as well. I would have been laughing too if i wasn't completely baffled about what this breh just said, Kiera kinda shrugged me off and went back inside but i weren't really paying too much attention to her.

'Whaat?' as i said that my ex's face popped into my head and I had a sly flashback.

A couple years back I was going out with one chick called Leanne, who turned out to be some any hoe. She got pregnant for some any breh then moved off endz, she didn't even tell me herself I heard from one of my dons who'd beat her as well. Then she try claim say the yute's mine, so i had to lock that off asap.

'Don't even try act like it ain't that, cah I just see you looking all loved up with her' Grimz said,

'Arr dead, that's my WIFE not that roadside slag Leanne',

'Weren't she your wifey? - I swear you had a wifey back in the day?'

'Yeh she was, but she ain't as sexy as Kiera tho - Ain't you man never seen her?'

'Nah man, you try keep that one to yourself'

'Main word 'tried' she turned out to be some any hoe, fucking bare man on her estate and my dargs as well' I kissed my teeth as thought about it,

'Peak.. and you breeded that? - Hold on, does your girl know?'

'Nah cah it ain't even my yute fam. She done told me already so I duno why she coming back and talking shit! And no she don't'

They both looked at each other for a minute,

'You better go talk to your girl G, cah this donut here fort she was your BM' Grimz said then banged Manix in the arm,

‘FAM, how was I supposed to know?’

‘you would have known if you let her talk’

‘My bad - she should have just said’

'Nah, maybe you should have just kept your mouth shut'

I was laughing in my head cah since I’d met these two yutes they always argued with each other like some married couple.

‘Yeah, safe for the stress fam' I said sarcastically 'I’m gone though cah im looking after my nephew, and now I gotta go deal with this chick because of this egg’ I said directing my last sentence at Manix

‘Well dial man in’ Grimz said

‘Alrite cool’

‘Sorry G’ Manix said spudding me,

I spudded Grimz and they both bopped off.

As they was walking towards the gate, I clocked Jodie walking towards the yard with one girl pushing a pram. I felt tempted to go over to her and punch her up, but I thought dealing with Kiera is more important right now.

I went back inside before she noticed me and went back into the front room thinking Kiera was in there with Khalil, but she weren’t and luckily he’d just fallen asleep on the floor. I’d propped him up and placed bare cushions around him so that he couldn’t roll off anywhere cah he loves to try roll places sometimes true say he ain’t quite got the crawling on point. I picked him up and put him to lie down on his gym before Jodie comes in and notices how I had him.

I ran upstairs to my room to find her, but she weren’t even in there, I felt baffled for a minute until I heard talking coming from in the bathroom. I tried opening the door but it was locked,

‘Oii, what are you doing?’

She didn’t say nothing, but I could hear bare movement then she flushed the toilet.

‘Kiera!’

‘What!?’

‘I beg you open the door’

‘No!’

‘Why?’

‘I’m taking a shit, go away’

I kinda giggled to myself, but was slyly disgusted at the thought of her bussin a shit, ‘No your not, open the door’

‘No! im not happy’

‘Aww babes why?’

She opened the door just enough for me to kinda see her face, she baitly looked like she had been crying and her face just looked sad,

‘When the fuck was you gunna tell me about your yute AND your baby mum. I had to hear it from some random guys’ she shouted and it kinda shocked me cah I thought she was gonna come on a humble tip.

‘Come out here and I’ll explain to you – yeah?’ I said it in the calmest tone and flashed her smile, I actually just wanted to give her a hug,

‘nooo!’ she slammed the door shut again,

I’m not the sweetboy type, so her un-willingness to co-operate was starting to frustrate me.

‘Listen, its not my yute enit so open the door and come out here before I come in and drag you out’

she was silent for about 2 minutes,

‘Alrite, say nothing’ I stepped back so I had a good distance between me and the door and I was about to kick the door off the its hinges when I hear this dumb girls voice talking bare waffle.

‘Jermaine! Why the fuck is Khalil downstairs on his own?’

I turned to see Jodie storming down the corridoor towards me,

‘He’s sleeping’

‘No he ain’t – what are you doing?’

‘Well you must have woken him up then enit’

‘You can’t be leaving him down there on his own though, he's a baby! - you don't even have the monitor on!’

‘I beg you shut the fuck up! When you actually start looking after him yourself, then you can come tell me suttin' I when back to what i was doing 'Kiera open the fuckin door now and stop acting stupid!’

‘No!’ she shouted out from behind the door,

‘What did you do to her?’ Jodie said,

‘Nothing, go away – go look after your baby’

She kissed her teeth and started to walk away then stopped and looked at me with a big smirk on her face, ‘Ayyy Leanne.. come here, jay said he wants to see his yute’ she called out.

She was up the stairs ina hot flash like say she was waiting at the bottom of the stairs or something. She still looked the same, dark brown eyes, light caramel skin tone, long straight black hair and her breast where much bigger. She had the yute on her hip, a little chocolate brown skinned girl that strangely looked abit like one of my dargs.

At this point I wanted to kick my sister down the stairs, bang leanne in the face and throw her yute out the window, but then I thought about having to fight off three crazy bitches (Including Kiera) and decided to keep it all humble.

Leanne stood there staring at me, I couldnt help but just stare at her breast. As usual she was wearing one tight low cut top with her breast all hanging out. I wasnt even paying attention to the yute, and i think Jodie noticed cah she try make a swift exit taking the little girl with her.

'Jay you look speechless, did you miss me?' Leanne try give me her seductive smile,

‘Not you personally, but I do miss the sex and the way you suck my dick’

she screwed up her face, ‘You aint changed much - but I can have a session arranged, show you what you missed’ she bit on her bottom lip and slightly moved towards me,

Im not gonna lie this bitch was seductive, my male hormones started to kick in as I started imagining her lips all over my dick.

'Yeeaahh, dat how your goin on?.. I'll get Rocky out right now and we-' before i could even finish what i was saying, Kiera came out the bathroom and punched me right in my jaw then turned around and backhanded Leanne across the face. From that moment I knew things were about to get peak.